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Anybody want to vent or chat about anything? (Triggering stuff edition) w/c 01.09.25

LeylaLeyla Community Manager Posts: 325 The Mix Regular
edited September 8 in Health & Wellbeing
This is a space to chat or vent about things which you think may be more triggering for the Community but still want to get off your chest.

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  • RiverRiver Community Connector Posts: 4,951 The Mix Elder
    I sobbed uncontrollably last night for no reason I don’t know why I sobbed 💀
    ✨ ℐ 𝒶𝓂 𝒷𝓇𝒶𝓋ℯ. ℐ 𝒶𝓂 𝒷𝓇𝓊𝒾𝓈ℯ𝒹. ℐ 𝒶𝓂 𝓌𝒽ℴ 𝒾𝓂 𝓂ℯ𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉ℴ 𝒷ℯ ✨

    ✨ 𝒯ℋℐ𝒮 ℐ𝒮 ℳℰ ✨
  • eylaheylah Posts: 9,194 Supreme Poster
    River wrote: »
    I sobbed uncontrollably last night for no reason I don’t know why I sobbed 💀

    sending you hugs 🫂
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • Lottie5433Lottie5433 Community Connector Posts: 929 Part of The Mix Family
    I’m just drowning with everything, I feel like I’m not living my life and just watching it go by. My body and mind hate me and I hate myself. I just wish at times I wasn’t here it would be better that way.
    I thought I had got over a lot of things but instead I’m relapsing with everything uncontrollably
    Idk what to do anymore really
  • eylaheylah Posts: 9,194 Supreme Poster
    having a panic attack.
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • AnimalloverbAnimalloverb Posts: 347 The Mix Regular
    Sorry to hear that @eylah
    I hope your doing okay, and I am here if you need to talk anything through.

    Panic attacks can be really scary and you have done a brave thing saying that here. I am so sorry I didn't see this sooner.
  • eylaheylah Posts: 9,194 Supreme Poster
    Animalloverb wrote: »
    Sorry to hear that @eylah
    I hope your doing okay, and I am here if you need to talk anything through.

    Panic attacks can be really scary and you have done a brave thing saying that here. I am so sorry I didn't see this sooner.

    hugs 🫂 thankyou so so much for your support. it means so much to me. <3
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • AnimalloverbAnimalloverb Posts: 347 The Mix Regular
    No problem at all, hope you're doing okay
  • eylaheylah Posts: 9,194 Supreme Poster
    edited September 4
    feel like utter shit today. hate my life :/

    edit: im feeling better after doing some self care.
    Post edited by eylah on
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • Lottie5433Lottie5433 Community Connector Posts: 929 Part of The Mix Family
    I’m a failure and I’m giving up with everything
  • LeylaLeyla Community Manager Posts: 325 The Mix Regular
    edited September 4
    Hey @Lottie5433 , no-one here thinks you're a failure, we know you're doing your absolute best and that is enough. But I appreciate how soul-crushing it can feel to feel like you aren't succeeding no matter how you try. Can we clarify what you think you're going to give up with now?
  • Lottie5433Lottie5433 Community Connector Posts: 929 Part of The Mix Family
    Leyla wrote: »
    Hey @Lottie5433 , no-one here thinks you're a failure, we know you're doing your absolute best and that is enough. But I appreciate how soul-crushing it can feel to feel like you aren't succeeding no matter how you try. Can we clarify what you think you're going to give up with now?
    Thank you but I am a failure in failing everything
    I think I’m ready to just give up on life really there isn’t much point to it
  • RiverRiver Community Connector Posts: 4,951 The Mix Elder
    I want to die
    ✨ ℐ 𝒶𝓂 𝒷𝓇𝒶𝓋ℯ. ℐ 𝒶𝓂 𝒷𝓇𝓊𝒾𝓈ℯ𝒹. ℐ 𝒶𝓂 𝓌𝒽ℴ 𝒾𝓂 𝓂ℯ𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉ℴ 𝒷ℯ ✨

    ✨ 𝒯ℋℐ𝒮 ℐ𝒮 ℳℰ ✨
  • LeylaLeyla Community Manager Posts: 325 The Mix Regular
    @Lottie5433 Hey Lottie I dropped you a DM to check in a bit more whenever you have time!
  • LeylaLeyla Community Manager Posts: 325 The Mix Regular
    @River I can hear it might take a lot for you to say it so honestly like this, so thank you for opening up. I know you don't like this question, but do you feel safe? Do you have any intentions of acting on these feelings of wanting to die?
  • RiverRiver Community Connector Posts: 4,951 The Mix Elder
    @Leyla i don’t know what safe is :( I’m safe from hurting myself I guess. I can’t act on my thoughts. I just hate me so much and wish I was never born
    ✨ ℐ 𝒶𝓂 𝒷𝓇𝒶𝓋ℯ. ℐ 𝒶𝓂 𝒷𝓇𝓊𝒾𝓈ℯ𝒹. ℐ 𝒶𝓂 𝓌𝒽ℴ 𝒾𝓂 𝓂ℯ𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉ℴ 𝒷ℯ ✨

    ✨ 𝒯ℋℐ𝒮 ℐ𝒮 ℳℰ ✨
  • LeylaLeyla Community Manager Posts: 325 The Mix Regular
    @River Hey thank you for confirming that for me, I can totally understand why safe is a hard word for you right now when your own mind is attacking you and everything feels too heavy. You bring so much into this world, and I know that might be hard to believe, but we all believe it here
  • RedemptionRedemption Community Connector Posts: 5,324 Part of The Furniture
    I feel sick
  • eylaheylah Posts: 9,194 Supreme Poster
    im having a rly hard day. :/
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • DonnerKebabDonnerKebab Posts: 1,966 Extreme Poster
    eylah wrote: »
    im having a rly hard day. :/

    hey @eylah . I've not been on here too much lately, but i'm here if you want to talk a bit about things.
  • eylaheylah Posts: 9,194 Supreme Poster
    edited September 6
    DonnerKebab wrote: »
    eylah wrote: »
    im having a rly hard day. :/

    hey @eylah . I've not been on here too much lately, but i'm here if you want to talk a bit about things.

    thankyou so much nathan i appreciate you. <3
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • RedemptionRedemption Community Connector Posts: 5,324 Part of The Furniture
    eylah wrote: »
    im having a rly hard day. :/

    Im really sorry you're having a hard day, big hugs to you ❤️
  • RiverRiver Community Connector Posts: 4,951 The Mix Elder
    Wish I could harm 🥺 just want to punish myself
    ✨ ℐ 𝒶𝓂 𝒷𝓇𝒶𝓋ℯ. ℐ 𝒶𝓂 𝒷𝓇𝓊𝒾𝓈ℯ𝒹. ℐ 𝒶𝓂 𝓌𝒽ℴ 𝒾𝓂 𝓂ℯ𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉ℴ 𝒷ℯ ✨

    ✨ 𝒯ℋℐ𝒮 ℐ𝒮 ℳℰ ✨
  • eylaheylah Posts: 9,194 Supreme Poster
    River wrote: »
    Wish I could harm 🥺 just want to punish myself

    hey @River . just wanted to check in and see if you’re feeling safe rn and that you are okay. <3
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
  • KatieKatie Community Manager Posts: 1,455 Wise Owl
    Hey folks we'll be closing this thread now and opening a new one.

    @River please do let us know how you're feeling today on the new thread if that feels comfy. We're here for you!
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