Going out in the day

ellie2000 · August 6

I don't go out, not bowling, not Wittingham broard or anything. Could the atmosphere I'm in done it, or how I feel or something else. I feel like someone else is in control. I'm not in ppl good books at the moment. They make up accusations saying tht I'm aggressive but I point out where ppl r going wrong and 'professionals' don't like it. I wish I had moved already. I play games instead of going out

ellie2000 · August 6

B4 mums iwd bc a tenant under their care threw an ab dab n aimed it at me. they apologised to mum n i didn't get anything. is tht normal for 'care'?

ellie2000 · August 6

Wen I sed 'IWD' to two carers they didn't come n see If I was alright

eylah · August 6

ellie2000 wrote: »

Wen I sed 'IWD' to two carers they didn't come n see If I was alright

hi ellie how are you today? can i ask what that means? ‘iwd’ as i am not sure.

ellie2000 · August 6

@eylah Iwd is a triggering phrase I w_nn_ __e
I did it like tht bc I don't wanna upset ppl
I'm doing sport today and everything is gd 😀 I got a festival at the weekend 😀

eylah · August 6

ellie2000 wrote: »

@eylah Iwd is a triggering phrase I w_nn_ __e
I did it like tht bc I don't wanna upset ppl
I'm doing sport today and everything is gd 😀 I got a festival at the weekend 😀

hi ellie im sry you’re feeling like you are. do you have any support with how you’re feeling? we’re here for you ellie you’re not alone.

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that’s nice that you are occupying yourself with things you enjoy im here listening ellie you’re not alone.

also when you say you want to die are you feeling safe right now? it’s okay if you aren’t there’s originations out there which can help you.

here’s a few if you ever need them.

shout - 85258
samaritans - 116123
111 option 2 - to connect to your local mental health service.
999 in an emergency.

ellie2000 · August 6

@eylah I'm gd, I'm well. Wen something happens like someone going off for no reason I don't do gd, y do stuff still trigger me? I sed it bc I felt unsettled

eylah · August 9

ellie2000 wrote: »

@eylah I'm gd, I'm well. Wen something happens like someone going off for no reason I don't do gd, y do stuff still trigger me? I sed it bc I felt unsettled

hi @ellie2000 how are you today?

i hope you’re well.

Sian321 · August 9

Hey @ellie2000 , how are you feeling today? It sounds like your living situation has continued to feel really stressful. I noticed you said that another resident threw a "ab dab n" at you - is that right?

Can I ask what an ab dab is?

That sounds so hard and stressful to go through, and no one has a right to throw things at you. How are you feeling after that?

We're here for you and were's listening

ellie2000 · August 10

@eylah @Sian321 I went to a local festival this weekend. Tht calmed me down from the week. I was looking at stuff after the meeting coz I found out tht wat bs they right in the book like reversing situations wen I just walk away and the false accusations will stop me getting somewhere else? Should we mention the human rights act, section 9?
I'm gd, I'm back at mums next week and gna go to mums if it's gets too much 😀

ellie2000 · August 10

The manager used to b a prison officer, and he had a place shut down coz it's care was inadequate.

Going out in the day

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