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I feel like crap

So as people are aware I have insomnia except last night due to having a bad flare up with my condition I fell asleep between 22:00 - 22:30 and I had 12 hours sleep but fuck I woke up in the worst pain, I collapsed twice within the space of 30 mins, I have the biggest headache and I can’t control my temperature, so sat in freezing cold room because it’s the only thing making this condition tolerable 😭
I’ve eaten and taken all my meds including pain meds which I’ve just realised there anti- inflammatory which means I shouldn’t of taken one of them with my other 😭 so will have to call my doctor now about that cos potentially gonna have to go to hospital.
I got this message from the doctors this morning too which is just 💀
It’s my mums birthday but I’m spending that in the bathroom trying not to be sick and in fucking pain, my leg hurts, my sh hurts
I want to cry but I can’t cos I’m numb from that perspective but the whole world is spinning
I’ve eaten and taken all my meds including pain meds which I’ve just realised there anti- inflammatory which means I shouldn’t of taken one of them with my other 😭 so will have to call my doctor now about that cos potentially gonna have to go to hospital.
I got this message from the doctors this morning too which is just 💀

It’s my mums birthday but I’m spending that in the bathroom trying not to be sick and in fucking pain, my leg hurts, my sh hurts

Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.
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Did you end up needing to go to the hospital?
That must have been really hard to go through, having the room start to spin just makes everything so much more unbearable. I hope you're doing a little better now!
How are you feeling today?