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The daughter of a monster

RiverRiver Community Connector Posts: 3,962 Community Veteran
I’m the daughter of a monster, my head holds the war from that house
The place that a baby is meant to call home. I’m the daughter that wasn’t loved. The daughter that had to fight for survival. The daughter that didn’t know how to socialise. I was never nurtured. I’m the daughter that had to be separated from my biological family because I didn’t know what toys were, I didn’t know what playing was, I was the daughter to sit in silence staring into space. I couldn’t talk, I was fragile and powerless. I’m a daughter stuck with the demons from the monsters I was born from. The daughter that holds the weight of the torture. I’m the daughter that felt was the cause, the problem, the monster.

I’m the daughter of 2 monsters who couldn’t love. I’m the daughter that grew up in silence afraid to become the monster to the main monster. I’m the daughter of a monster
Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.

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  • DonnerKebabDonnerKebab Posts: 518 Incredible Poster
    @Rose113 You are also the daughter that has been kind and caring to everybody else, and the daughter who has acted the exact opposite of how her monster parents did. Your the daughter who has shown more care to online strangers than her parents shown to her. You might be there biological daughter, but you are nothing like them. The monsters might still be there, the trauma, and the memories, but you are still 1000 times what they were and are a good person, something they were not ever. Everybody on the mix is very proud of you. Don't ever forget that.
  • RiverRiver Community Connector Posts: 3,962 Community Veteran
    Thank you so much @DonnerKebab <3
    Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.
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