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(TW suicidal thoughts) I want to traumatise someone with my death
bignosegirly0
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I’m able to keep myself safe at the moment. I’ve been advised at work to sign up for their counselling program, which requires details from my GP which I’ve asked for and still waiting for a response.
I know that it’s wrong, and I’m trying everything to convince myself not to act on my thoughts.
I have an unhealthy obsession with a couple. This is because years ago, a guy would bully me by pretending to be attracted to me whilst he was in a relationship with another woman. It’s been four years since this obsession. I think about them everyday, and I can’t stop.
I’m working with his girlfriend on one of my shifts
I don’t know why I want that, and I know it’s 100% wrong, and I’m trying to convince myself not to do it, but I really want to.
I know that it’s wrong, and I’m trying everything to convince myself not to act on my thoughts.
But I really want to take my own life at work just for the sake of traumatising a specific person.
I have an unhealthy obsession with a couple. This is because years ago, a guy would bully me by pretending to be attracted to me whilst he was in a relationship with another woman. It’s been four years since this obsession. I think about them everyday, and I can’t stop.
I’m working with his girlfriend on one of my shifts
and I really want to take my own life at work, so then she can finally understand how her boyfriend has ruined me. I want her to walk in and be haunted by the memories for the rest of her life.
I don’t know why I want that, and I know it’s 100% wrong, and I’m trying to convince myself not to do it, but I really want to.
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