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(TW suicidal thoughts)Trying not to cry at the gym
bignosegirly0
Posts: 258 The Mix Regular
I genuinely am fucking trying to improve my body. I really am. But I still feel so fucking disgusting in my body for not being curvy enough.
I just want to break down and cry and just give up. No one is ever gonna love my body type. It’s fucking disgusting and I might as well just fucking kill myself.
I’m so fucking pathetic for not being able to lift heavier weights when I’ve been going to the gym for four fucking years. I don’t even know why I fucking try.
No man is ever gonna love me or desire my body type. I’m never gonna experience love because why the fuck would I?
All men desire are pornstars with exaggerated hourglass bodies. And you can’t convince me otherwise when you look at the most famous porn actresses. No man will love a woman with a rectangular body shape like mine.
I just want to break down and cry and just give up. No one is ever gonna love my body type. It’s fucking disgusting and I might as well just fucking kill myself.
I’m so fucking pathetic for not being able to lift heavier weights when I’ve been going to the gym for four fucking years. I don’t even know why I fucking try.
No man is ever gonna love me or desire my body type. I’m never gonna experience love because why the fuck would I?
All men desire are pornstars with exaggerated hourglass bodies. And you can’t convince me otherwise when you look at the most famous porn actresses. No man will love a woman with a rectangular body shape like mine.
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