Home› Health & Wellbeing
If you need urgent support, call 999 or go to your nearest A&E. To contact our Crisis Messenger (open 24/7) text THEMIX to 85258.

I hate this!!

Rose113Rose113 Community Connector Posts: 3,215 Boards Guru
in Health & Wellbeing
I fucking hate that my abuse story is basically on the internet for all the world to see in 3 fucking abuse articles

No one understands how painful it is to see all that trauma

No one understands how shit it is with the way article’s describe me and my siblings in it!!
Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.

Comments

  • Sian321Sian321 Community Manager Posts: 999 Part of The Mix Family
    I hear you, @Rose113 . It sounds so distressing to have such private and personal information out there on a public platform. I can imagine that feeling so exposing, and triggering too to not have control over what has been shared and how its been written.

    What would you want people to understand most about the impact of these articles on your life and wellbeing?

    We're here and we're listening, and everything you're feeling right now is valid.
  • Rose113Rose113 Community Connector Posts: 3,215 Boards Guru
    @Sian321 its just humiliating knowing that me and my siblings lived in those conditions like ik I was 0-3 years old but still there so graphic

    TW//
    The articles say multiple times how we was covered in “Feces”, clothless and swinging from curtains :/
    Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.
  • Lucy_21Lucy_21 Posts: 243 Trailblazer
    I am so sorry you're trauma is being exploited like that love. It's wrong and cruel but on a positive note you have your book now. You are giving your side, you might not see it but you are fighting against it and I'm so massively proud of you lovely. Yes they are using you and the boys for their pay cheque but their stories are just that. Yours are real and you deserve to be heard. It's hard but speak out and tell the word what these companies are doing to you and if you can't sweetie I'm more than happy to do it for you xx
  • shannon_164shannon_164 Community Connector Posts: 1,592 Extreme Poster
    hey @Rose113 🙂

    i am so so sorry you’re going through this. that sounds absolutely heartbreaking, and i cant even begin to imagine how painful and violating it must feel to have your trauma out there like that, especially in such graphic and dehumanising ways.

    you shouldn’t have to see yourself and your siblings talked about like that. you were a child, and none of what happened was your fault. it is completely valid to feel angry, exposed, and humiliated, and it’s not fair that something so personal and traumatic has been turned into something so public.

    i just want you to know i see you, not those articles. you are not what happened to you. you are a whole person, with strength and worth and so much more than what’s been written about you.

    we are always here for you <3
Sign In or Register to comment.