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I have friends, but I feel lonely

I have friends (online), but I feel lonely.
One of my main friends, who I'd say is my best friend, I haven't spoken with in a while. He's been dealing with some heavy stuff mentally. The conversations we've had lately have felt awkward to me, almost like I didn't know what to say. It's abnormal, since I consider him my best friend, and it's made me worry.
What he is going through probably has nothing to do with me and I need to remind myself that. However, part of me can't help but feel as though I did something wrong or something to upset him. I care a lot about him, he's someone I love (platonically) unconditionally.
I sent him a message a few minutes ago, telling him that I miss spending time, talking, and interacting with him because he's my friend. I don't want to keep something that's bothering me to myself and I feel comfortable enough with him to share my thoughts.
This is what I wrote:
I'm worried about him because I care about him. Yet the anxious part of me feels like I did something wrong somehow. I'm not sure. I'll see what he says. And I need to remind myself that whatever he's going through most likely has no involvement or correlation with me.
One of my main friends, who I'd say is my best friend, I haven't spoken with in a while. He's been dealing with some heavy stuff mentally. The conversations we've had lately have felt awkward to me, almost like I didn't know what to say. It's abnormal, since I consider him my best friend, and it's made me worry.
What he is going through probably has nothing to do with me and I need to remind myself that. However, part of me can't help but feel as though I did something wrong or something to upset him. I care a lot about him, he's someone I love (platonically) unconditionally.
I sent him a message a few minutes ago, telling him that I miss spending time, talking, and interacting with him because he's my friend. I don't want to keep something that's bothering me to myself and I feel comfortable enough with him to share my thoughts.
This is what I wrote:
Hi _____. I feel like it's been a while since we've talked. Like actually talked. How are you? How have things been? What's new? I know you're dealing with some heavy stuff right now mentally. I understand that. If you ever need me for anything, I'm here for you regardless of what it is, even if it's just silent support.
But honestly, I miss you. I miss spending time with you and talking. I don't want you to think that maybe I've replaced you with someone else, because that's not true. You're an entirely different person with an entirely different personality and I enjoy and want to be around you and interact with you.
I'm not asking you for anything, I only wanted to share my thoughts with you because you're my friend. If you need space or time, tell me and I'll respect that. But I really do miss you and I love you /p.
I'm not trying to guilt or blame you either. I fully understand how struggles mentally can impact a person in all aspects of their life. I don't blame you for anything. I'm not upset nor am I mad at you, so please don't take this as me being upset or anything. I just wanted to communicate my thoughts and feelings with you since I care a lot about you and have been wondering how you've been. I'm here for you regardless of what it is. Even if I don't say anything directly, know that I am always unconditionally supporting you, because again, you're my friend and I love and care for you.
I miss him and I feel lonely without him. I once heard a quote: "the moment you start to wonder how much space you occupy in a person's heart, give them space, and see how long it takes for them to fill it." For me, it was instant. I think about him daily and send him little messages throughout the day, saying hi, sending random memes, video game screenshots, etc.But honestly, I miss you. I miss spending time with you and talking. I don't want you to think that maybe I've replaced you with someone else, because that's not true. You're an entirely different person with an entirely different personality and I enjoy and want to be around you and interact with you.
I'm not asking you for anything, I only wanted to share my thoughts with you because you're my friend. If you need space or time, tell me and I'll respect that. But I really do miss you and I love you /p.
I'm not trying to guilt or blame you either. I fully understand how struggles mentally can impact a person in all aspects of their life. I don't blame you for anything. I'm not upset nor am I mad at you, so please don't take this as me being upset or anything. I just wanted to communicate my thoughts and feelings with you since I care a lot about you and have been wondering how you've been. I'm here for you regardless of what it is. Even if I don't say anything directly, know that I am always unconditionally supporting you, because again, you're my friend and I love and care for you.
I'm worried about him because I care about him. Yet the anxious part of me feels like I did something wrong somehow. I'm not sure. I'll see what he says. And I need to remind myself that whatever he's going through most likely has no involvement or correlation with me.
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I talked to him about it and he has been struggling mentally. I hope he'll do better soon, but I also don't want to overwhelm him or "force" him to talk with me. I should clarify that with him. I was more anxious than anything and worried about him. And I have been talking with my other friends which I also enjoy.