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I can’t be fixed

Rose113Rose113 Community Connector Posts: 3,215 Boards Guru
in Health & Wellbeing
I’m going down the same path that 15 year old me went down and I can’t do anything about it, I’m just at a point where I don’t have the energy to have a conversation with anyone :( I join chats and just leave because I can’t face a conversation :( I’m scared
Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.

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  • LeylaLeyla Community Manager Posts: 111 The Mix Convert
    Hi @Rose113 :)

    It's completely understandable to feel like you cannot face interaction at the moment, with so much going on it can be draining in every way and make these things feel daunting. I would like to reassure you that our chats will always be a safe place for when you feel ready to have those conversations. I wanted to check in and ask if there is anything about chats that feel harder to engage at the moment? If there is then you can always use the feedback form to let us know as we always want our spaces to be as accessible and reassuring as they can be. We would love to hear if there is anything we as a community can do to make you feel more comfortable!

    Thank you for opening up with your fear of going back down a similar path as before, that sort of feeling really can be scary and almost feel as if you don't have control over it, right? I think I may already understand, but so we're on the same page, could you tell us a bit more about what you mean by going down a similar path to when you were 15?

    Truly thank you for opening up to us, I can appreciate how tricky it is :)
  • Rose113Rose113 Community Connector Posts: 3,215 Boards Guru
    Hi @Leyla I promise there’s nothing wrong with the chats, it’s just me :( I’m the problem

    I think it might be against guideline if I say sorry but I promise I’m safe things are just hard
    Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.
  • LeylaLeyla Community Manager Posts: 111 The Mix Convert
    @Rose113 There is nothing wrong with you either, it is completely valid to feel like you close up when you need to chat to someone, even in spaces where you may feel comfortable! We get that, but wanted to give you a space to say if there was anything at all we could do to make it even more comfortable for you :) It's okay that there isn't anything though!

    I hear you, and thanks for being so aware of the guidelines, it's really appreciated, and also for clarifying you're feeling safe. It sounds really hard for you at the moment, I know it has felt like this for a while for you and you're doing great to still be here and be fighting every day like this. We are always here for you to let out some of those thoughts and for you to share some of the burden to the community :)
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