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frustrated tw// disordered eating
struggling0_0
Posts: 182 Helping Hand
everything always goes wrong. i’m tired of it.
the whole year of college so far has been so hard which has led to me being so far behind with coursework. i have finally got a bit motivated for college and of course im not well once again so i can’t go into college, which is going to put me even further behind again yay just what i needed, not!!!
im really worried about the fact im going to have to phone in sick for work because i literally can’t even leave the house right now because of how unwell i feel. the idea of phoning in sick terrifies me.
being unwell just feels never ending for me. i am constantly not well:( im no doctor dont get me wrong lol but im am fairly certain that its because my body is wrecked from TW// disordered eating but ofc nobody cares about that, it only seems to matter when your bmi is low enough which is SO wrong. i have deficiencies in several things like vitamin b12 n everything so that definitely doesn’t help matters - it’s from not eating properly but rather than looking at the real cause, doctors prefer to just stick me on multiple medications that make me feel no better as my body still feels so so wrecked.
i was going to phone out of hours doctors over the weekend but then didn’t because what’s even the point? i’ll be told it’s around 7 hours waiting for a nurse to call back then in reality wait 12+ hours. a nurse will call and then just tell me to book a gp appointment. i’ll book a gp appointment and they will once again tell me all that i feel (pain) is just imaginary and not real and just in my head. there is literally no point in wasting my time or theirs.
im also going to have to cancel important mh appointments too now because i wont be able to even leave the house nevermind sit in a session for an hour.
im just so so so tired of not being well, i constantly feel unwell at this point and this has been the case for ages now😭
i am going to try getting a gp appointment today, but will i win the battle for an appointment? probably not. it’s so frustrating as my doctors ONLY offer same day appointments so if you don’t get one today, prepare for day 2 of the battle then🤦🏽♀️
the whole year of college so far has been so hard which has led to me being so far behind with coursework. i have finally got a bit motivated for college and of course im not well once again so i can’t go into college, which is going to put me even further behind again yay just what i needed, not!!!
im really worried about the fact im going to have to phone in sick for work because i literally can’t even leave the house right now because of how unwell i feel. the idea of phoning in sick terrifies me.
being unwell just feels never ending for me. i am constantly not well:( im no doctor dont get me wrong lol but im am fairly certain that its because my body is wrecked from TW// disordered eating but ofc nobody cares about that, it only seems to matter when your bmi is low enough which is SO wrong. i have deficiencies in several things like vitamin b12 n everything so that definitely doesn’t help matters - it’s from not eating properly but rather than looking at the real cause, doctors prefer to just stick me on multiple medications that make me feel no better as my body still feels so so wrecked.
i was going to phone out of hours doctors over the weekend but then didn’t because what’s even the point? i’ll be told it’s around 7 hours waiting for a nurse to call back then in reality wait 12+ hours. a nurse will call and then just tell me to book a gp appointment. i’ll book a gp appointment and they will once again tell me all that i feel (pain) is just imaginary and not real and just in my head. there is literally no point in wasting my time or theirs.
im also going to have to cancel important mh appointments too now because i wont be able to even leave the house nevermind sit in a session for an hour.
im just so so so tired of not being well, i constantly feel unwell at this point and this has been the case for ages now😭
i am going to try getting a gp appointment today, but will i win the battle for an appointment? probably not. it’s so frustrating as my doctors ONLY offer same day appointments so if you don’t get one today, prepare for day 2 of the battle then🤦🏽♀️
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it took me over 100 calls to even get through to the doctors and you know what the outcome was? i got told to go to the bloody chemist. i am so fucking tired of getting nowhere with being unwell all the time.
Are you sure they don't offer pre bookable appts? I thought all surgeries have to offer this they must fo they oribabaly just say there's no appts. I'd keep calling maybe in the afternoon and ask to book a pre bookable appt with the doc.
Have you gone the chemist? Go, even if they may not be able to help they may be able to help you in getting some advice a doc appt. (My chemist did).
i can assure you, they only offer same day appointments which is a total nightmare. if you call after 10:30am they advise you triage is closed for the day, call back tomorrow at 8:30am.
as for chemist, i haven’t been because i literally cannot leave the house with the issue im having currently but sure, who cares anyways - nobody.
That's so ridiculous! They should offer pre booked appts. Have you tridd online?
Ohh bless ghat your not able to go outside.can you phone them the pharmacy?
I know ut feels fustrating and like no one cares. But you really do deserve help @struggling0_0 and it's a shame you're having to b try so hard to get this support.