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TW// suicide anniversary

RiverRiver Community Connector Posts: 4,859 The Mix Elder
At 11pm tonight marks the anniversary of my friends death who passed away a few years ago but I didn’t find out till 12pm on Christmas Day as that Christmas I was really unwell and was asleep before 11pm so I wasn’t able to help her. I live with the regret and guilt of her passing, it hurts so badly every year 💔😭
✨ ℐ 𝒶𝓂 𝒷𝓇𝒶𝓋ℯ. ℐ 𝒶𝓂 𝒷𝓇𝓊𝒾𝓈ℯ𝒹. ℐ 𝒶𝓂 𝓌𝒽ℴ 𝒾𝓂 𝓂ℯ𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉ℴ 𝒷ℯ ✨

✨ 𝒯ℋℐ𝒮 ℐ𝒮 ℳℰ ✨

Comments

  • shannon_164shannon_164 Posts: 2,523 Boards Guru
    @Rose113 im so sorry to hear this:( im sending so much love your way🩷
  • RiverRiver Community Connector Posts: 4,859 The Mix Elder
    Thank you @shannonxg_ :(
    ✨ ℐ 𝒶𝓂 𝒷𝓇𝒶𝓋ℯ. ℐ 𝒶𝓂 𝒷𝓇𝓊𝒾𝓈ℯ𝒹. ℐ 𝒶𝓂 𝓌𝒽ℴ 𝒾𝓂 𝓂ℯ𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉ℴ 𝒷ℯ ✨

    ✨ 𝒯ℋℐ𝒮 ℐ𝒮 ℳℰ ✨
  • shannon_164shannon_164 Posts: 2,523 Boards Guru
    @Rose113 i can’t even imagine how difficult it must feel for you💔i’m always here if you want to talk about anything🫶🏻
  • Riley_2001Riley_2001 Posts: 64 Boards Initiate
    @Rose113 I’m sorry to hear about that, truly. I can’t imagine such pain. We are always here if you need anyone to talk to. ☺️ I always like to remember that grief only exists because love and memories did first, its love persevering, just in a different way. I hope you’re okay.
    My forest welcomes your sad days too.
  • sinead276sinead276 Posts: 2,079 Boards Champion
    @Rose113 sending you the biggest of hugs. it's perfectly okay for it to hurt again around the anniversary - i think it's ultimately part of the grief process. remember to be kind to yourself and we are all here for you
  • eylaheylah Posts: 8,853 Legendary Poster
    sending you so many hugs 🫂! anniversaries can be so difficult but like sinead said its apart of the healing process. here for you always 🫂
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
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