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TW// suicide anniversary

Rose113Rose113 Community Connector Posts: 3,578 Community Veteran
in Health & Wellbeing
At 11pm tonight marks the anniversary of my friends death who passed away a few years ago but I didn’t find out till 12pm on Christmas Day as that Christmas I was really unwell and was asleep before 11pm so I wasn’t able to help her. I live with the regret and guilt of her passing, it hurts so badly every year 💔😭
Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.

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  • shannon_164shannon_164 Community Connector Posts: 1,974 Extreme Poster
    @Rose113 im so sorry to hear this:( im sending so much love your way🩷
  • Rose113Rose113 Community Connector Posts: 3,578 Community Veteran
    Thank you @shannonxg_ :(
    Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.
  • shannon_164shannon_164 Community Connector Posts: 1,974 Extreme Poster
    @Rose113 i can’t even imagine how difficult it must feel for you💔i’m always here if you want to talk about anything🫶🏻
  • Riley_2001Riley_2001 Posts: 64 Boards Initiate
    @Rose113 I’m sorry to hear about that, truly. I can’t imagine such pain. We are always here if you need anyone to talk to. ☺️ I always like to remember that grief only exists because love and memories did first, its love persevering, just in a different way. I hope you’re okay.
    My forest welcomes your sad days too.
  • sinead276sinead276 Posts: 1,981 Extreme Poster
    @Rose113 sending you the biggest of hugs. it's perfectly okay for it to hurt again around the anniversary - i think it's ultimately part of the grief process. remember to be kind to yourself and we are all here for you
  • eylaheylah Posts: 7,381 Master Poster
    sending you so many hugs 🫂! anniversaries can be so difficult but like sinead said its apart of the healing process. here for you always 🫂
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
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