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I shouldn't be here

Rose113Rose113 Community Connector Posts: 3,660 Community Veteran
in Health & Wellbeing
I shouldn't be alive
I shouldn't of been born
I shouldn't of been named
I shouldn't of existed
I should be dead, I belong dead
I belong in the trash too
I shouldn't be wasting up fresh air
I shouldn't be wasting words
I shouldn't be wasting time

(Not a poem!)
Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.

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  • AnonymousToeAnonymousToe Posts: 2,668 Boards Guru
    Please keep safe @River
    You’re important to us!!
    Please use a crisis service if you need to
  • Former MemberFormer Member Posts: 34 Boards Initiate
    Hi @River just wanted to check-in. How are you feeling today?
  • Former MemberFormer Member Inactive Posts: 53 Boards Initiate
    @River we hope you're okay <3 remember, you are not alone and we are all here for you. did you want to share what has happened to make you feel this way? are you feeling better this morning? we all care about you <3

    If you're struggling and need immediate support, remember you're not alone. I've listed some services below for you which are always available for you to use if you need a chat:
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    Please let us know you are okay <3
  • Sunshine12Sunshine12 Posts: 166 Helping Hand
    @River Hey, I know I don't know u but I know for certain that U deserve to be here and you're loved no matter how isolated u feel there are always ppl who want u here and who benefit from u being alive. No one should ever feel like they don't belong to live, because there are so many things and so many happy days waiting for u to experience. I've had similar thoughts before and whilst I can't speak for how you're feeling, I am living proof that things can get better (as cliché as that sounds!). We all care for u on here and I hope you can feel happier today because u deserve happiness <3
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