i nearly did a stupid thing

i was hav deep thoughts last nite, i was thinking bout wen i got back at the ones who carried out a S.A (initials coz of trigger) and left me for dead in the park. i was looking at one of the fb pages. i wrote once on there wall 'bring it!!!' coz i was really really sad, someone said 'someones after u now' afterwards which messed with my head more. which stopped me going out. i txted their other half once and they were very supportive, one morning i got threatening phone calls from the mum. why do the police do wen they come n  check on u? n how do ppl no where i live?. i was looking on thier fb and theyre getting on with thier life n i cannot bcoz they're r not dealt with. the world needs to die