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ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 3,969 Community Veteran
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There not here, I'm fine. They're gone now. Alive today :):):D xxxxxxxxx
Crazy mad insane

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    ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 3,969 Community Veteran
    I'm in a different town,  but takes lot to be in my hometown, to go out, meet ppl, go to school, clubs etc. Someone told me that feeling the shower on your body is a gd thing, means that ur awake. I feel like I am being watched. Day after day leaving the house.....

    Ellie xxxxx
    Crazy mad insane
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    SienaSiena Posts: 15,500 Skive's The Limit
    How are you doing now @ellie2000
    glad youre alive
    sounds really scarey to feel like youre being watched. Here if you wanna speak more about this and why you feel this way <3
    “And when they look at you, they won't see everything you've been through. They won't see the **** that turned to scars that began to fade with time. They won't see the heartbreaking things that shook up and changed your entire world. They won't know how many tears you cried or even what it was you were crying about. They won't see how strong you had to be because you had no other choice. What they will see though is how compassionate you are because you experienced pain. What they will see is how kind you are because you experienced how cruel the world is. What they will see is how good you are because you've seen how bad things or people can be. The difference between you and your experiences are who you choose to be, despite everything that could have turned you cold and unkind.You are the good the world needs and the best of us.” ~ Kirsten Corley
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    ellie2000ellie2000 Posts: 3,969 Community Veteran
    Sometimes I don't think nothing has ended. Wat I BN through. I wasn't able to get answers. So I just crash some days. Some days I'm really really unhappy, n that's when I get uneasy feeling. Psychological abuse by professional ppl, physical by 'freinds' and the sexual assault I suffered as wen I was 10
    Crazy mad insane
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    Butterfly23Butterfly23 Posts: 810 Part of The Mix Family
    @ellie2000

    The things that you mentioned sound really hard for you, and I can imagine that when you remember the past it hurts a lot? 

    Just wanted to remind you that you are here in the now and are safe 💗 Massive Hugs

    Butterfly x
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