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Im no good
I am sorry for upsetting people in chat this evening. My mind is a rush of thoughts at the moment, i feel like im slowly drowning in the hurt, upset and pain of these suicidal thoughts. I try to act strong and from the outside i appear to others like that but inside i am really struggling and slowly shutting down, day by day. I dont enjoy anything at all anymore. I am coping and not living and nor do i want to live - i need to talk but when im upset it turns into anger and i end up upsetting people like i did in chat this evening.
''Say what you wanna say and let the words fall out. Honestly, i wanna see you be brave''.