So many things are wrong..

Hello.

So birthday week didnt go as planned.. got steaming drunk and couldnt even remember what the hell happened apparently i had a psychosis episode and on call came out to see me.. it happened in front of all other residents so now everyone knows i hear voices!! Then i overdosed thursday and went to hospital with a resident who i tried to get to stay home.. she fked things up in the hospital for me i told the nurses and mental health team how i was doing and felt and the other resident turns around and tells them ive been fine and havent harmed in a month, and i overdosed because i was lonely as she was out all day... LIKE WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK.. crisis team wont give me my meds as they dont trust me so i have to meet them everyday to get given my meds.. and today one person in the crisis team mentioned a little thing about getting kicked out of where i live if my self harming behaviours continue.. so there we have it everything is fucked up and going wrong for me.. happy fucking days..