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Anything? I need help :/ stuck in a losing battle
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Im new to this, so, here it goes..
alright, ive had a problem for about 8 months now. This problem is a horrible drug, heroine..
ive been off and on pills, heroine, and a couple others for the past 3 years.. this is my 3rd time strting up on black again, and this time i can feel im in way to fucking deep. Its like yesterday i started, WHAM 7 months fly by..
i can feel myself getting more sick evrryday, the pain gets worse, and when i wake up after not doing it for a few hours, i feel like someones litterally twisting and yanking my limbs from my body. Then the pain moves up along my spine, pulsing through my joints. When it reaches my upper back im already on the floor in a ball crying..
when i say i am tryinv to stop, believe me, i am. But, the pain is seriously unbareable. I smoke weed, and trust me it helps a lot, but im running out of TIME and OPTIONS..
i am only 19, and i never thought i wouldnt live to be 21, but the way things are going.. im not so sure anymore
-thanks for listening
alright, ive had a problem for about 8 months now. This problem is a horrible drug, heroine..
ive been off and on pills, heroine, and a couple others for the past 3 years.. this is my 3rd time strting up on black again, and this time i can feel im in way to fucking deep. Its like yesterday i started, WHAM 7 months fly by..i can feel myself getting more sick evrryday, the pain gets worse, and when i wake up after not doing it for a few hours, i feel like someones litterally twisting and yanking my limbs from my body.
Then the pain moves up along my spine, pulsing through my joints. When it reaches my upper back im already on the floor in a ball crying..when i say i am tryinv to stop, believe me, i am. But, the pain is seriously unbareable. I smoke weed, and trust me it helps a lot, but im running out of TIME and OPTIONS..
i am only 19, and i never thought i wouldnt live to be 21, but the way things are going.. im not so sure anymore
-thanks for listening
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[FONT=arial, helvetica, sans-serif]It sounds like you're really ill at the moment, and recognise that heroin is a big problem for you. I'm sorry to hear you're in so much pain
[FONT=arial, helvetica, sans-serif]It sounds from the way you're writing that you're reaching a point where you really want to make some changes. There are quite a few places that could offer you support and help, (for example, [/FONT]Talk to Frank provides online information and run a freephone information service on 0800 77 66 00 (open 24 hours every day). They also have text, live chat (from2pm-6pm) and email services, and [FONT=arial, helvetica, sans-serif]can help you with finding services in your local area).[/FONT]
[FONT=arial, helvetica, sans-serif]Have you had any support with dealing with drugs in the past? Did anything in particular work for you?[/FONT]
Hope you're doing OK
Danny