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wish i wasnt really born :(
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Wish I really wasnt born
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Former Member
Posts: 1,876,323 The Mix Honorary Guru
Wish I really wasnt born
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I'm so sorry to hear you feel this way *hug* has something happened? Would you like to tell us what you think might have brought this difficult feeling on?
I'm really glad you were born, you often bring smiles and sunshine to my day
My mum and her partner thats y I wish I really wasn't born. Being pricks.
I get £200 pounds of sick benfits and my mum gets 80 pounds for living here. That's ment to be on food gas and eletric she didn't use it for that. I only get the rest. They said to us the ten I had to pay for a leg a lamb. I needed that because I had to take snow drop to the vets. Also they said that I need to pay towards food I give her 80 pounds for it. She winds me so much. I told her that she get money for the food ect. Her partner said " I eat the food he pays for" how about all the food that I brought a few weeks back they eat all of it and I had fuck all of it. I told them for now on I going to go semi inpendance and they not to eat any of my food.
And I am so going to move out
Maybe it would be a good idea as u said to move out. Looks like u maybe better off living on it own where u have ur own space and not get anyone to tell u what to do. I know That's easy said then done though if ur not happy and its becoming a regular thing then u got to do what's right.
There seem to be a few things u mentioned what's annoyed u and I dont blame u. Does sound like u can't win either way if u do something good or if u never ment to do something bad. They will still have a go at u.
Just think carefully wether u really do want to move out though. Does sound like a good idea but its not as easy as what it makes out. I know u know u will have to have a job, money and somewhere to go. There's a lot more preparation needed doing as well.
Please keep reaching out on here
Hugs x
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Hugs x