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I'm currently two days out of hospital after swallowing a large amount of paraceptamol.
I still feel ill and awful.
When I talked to the lady who tested my mental health she asked if I still wanted to die, I said yes.
The next day I was released from hospital after being told I was mentally and physically sound.
I have a strong feeling of suicide left in me and still want to die so badly, all this has showed me is exactly how desperately I want/ed to die.
I feel awful and as if I should tell someone, I mean someone who can actually do something but I'm scared nothing will get done still.
Help?
I still feel ill and awful.
When I talked to the lady who tested my mental health she asked if I still wanted to die, I said yes.
The next day I was released from hospital after being told I was mentally and physically sound.
I have a strong feeling of suicide left in me and still want to die so badly, all this has showed me is exactly how desperately I want/ed to die.
I feel awful and as if I should tell someone, I mean someone who can actually do something but I'm scared nothing will get done still.
Help?
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Welcome to TheSite, and well done for posting, it's hard to open up about things so well done you!
It doesn't sound like that lady was very supportive if she just let you go. It is normal to feel ill, hopefully once the tablets are all out of your system you will hopefully start to feel better physically.
I think you should defo talk to somebody, a doctor, crisis worker, people will want to help you I guess it's just about finding the right person.
The Samaritans are good as well, they can't help you with like medical stuff but they can listen and be there for you. They have a text number, as well and you can email and phone them. Their text number is 07725 909090 I have contacted them in the past and they are lovely and make you feel comfortable. They are 24 hours too. So there is always gonna be somebody there to listen to you.
Also have you tried distractions, is there anything you enjoy doing?
Sorry my reply isn't that helpful, but want you to know that you can post here whenever, and we want to be able to help you as a community.
Take care of yourself.
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If you feel like you are going to act please visit an a & e or walk in centre who can direct you and access some services also.
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