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sleeping problems and jealousy :(
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I have sleeping problems. I am sleeping a lot these days, I would sleep late at night most of the days because i can't get myself to sleep.I would sleep again from 6 am till 1 pm. I don't know why but i am not caring to get out of bed. And i don't give a thing to do things.I have to force myself to do somethings but i know that i don't want to do them. This doesn't even make sense.:no: But that is me weird and boring.:crying:
I really get pissed off for no reason sometimes it's because i don't want to talk. I yell at my cats when they start to run after each other and i really get pissed off but after i really feel guilty that i yelled at them so than i feel really bad because i really love them and i would die for them.
Anyway that's one of my issues there is the second one.
The other one is that i get jealous at people most of my life.:crying: And i hate myself for it. When i see other people that have a life.:crying: A job, friends, b/gfriend,a family,a beautiful body. I know crazy me huh :banghead: I am jealous of my own cousins and sister.
I know this is a crazy thread anyway it's like me i am crazy. :crazyeyes
I have lots of thing that i want to say but my mind is blank right now and if i would post them that will get more crazy and will not make any sense like it's already do.
I really get pissed off for no reason sometimes it's because i don't want to talk. I yell at my cats when they start to run after each other and i really get pissed off but after i really feel guilty that i yelled at them so than i feel really bad because i really love them and i would die for them.
Anyway that's one of my issues there is the second one.
The other one is that i get jealous at people most of my life.:crying: And i hate myself for it. When i see other people that have a life.:crying: A job, friends, b/gfriend,a family,a beautiful body. I know crazy me huh :banghead: I am jealous of my own cousins and sister.
I know this is a crazy thread anyway it's like me i am crazy. :crazyeyes
I have lots of thing that i want to say but my mind is blank right now and if i would post them that will get more crazy and will not make any sense like it's already do.
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Well done for posting about these things even though you're finding it hard to express how you feel.
Like ShyBoy said, these may well be symptoms of depression, so it's good that you are in contact with the right health professionals - do you think you could open up a bit more and talk to them about these things?
Saying that, lots of teenagers find that they want to sleep a lot, so it may well be a phase that your body and mind is going through.
Similarly, jealousy is a very common emotion and can intensify in teenage years as you're discovering more about yourself and comparing your own life to others. Childline has a good article about jealousy that might be useful to read.
Big hugs, Spanner
In the room with me and the doctor there was 4 other persons (they are students i think) and my parents so that makes it even more difficult to talk.I really like the first doctor but i guess he can't see me at the hospital, and if i want to see him i have to go private (like i did before) but i really can't afford it.
*hug*