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Really feel like comitting suicidal
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iam shy saying this but i need to say it
iam feeling soo colse to feel like commiting sudide beause iam feeling soo low at the moment beause of my op comming up nd a meeting. iam really scared and terrivide of the op and doing it. i really dont want to do i tryed it before and it not help me but i just really want to end my life now
part of this is beause iam missing my mum. All i need is my mum at the moment beause iam that low and suicidal iam not at my mums at the moment beause iam not well .
sits in a cornor curled up in tears dosnt know what do with her life at all weather to end it or what iam really depressed and really sad inside me at the moment.iam conselly crying cont stop
samtatians dosnt help me at all
iam feeling soo colse to feel like commiting sudide beause iam feeling soo low at the moment beause of my op comming up nd a meeting. iam really scared and terrivide of the op and doing it. i really dont want to do i tryed it before and it not help me but i just really want to end my life now
part of this is beause iam missing my mum. All i need is my mum at the moment beause iam that low and suicidal iam not at my mums at the moment beause iam not well .sits in a cornor curled up in tears dosnt know what do with her life at all weather to end it or what iam really depressed and really sad inside me at the moment.iam conselly crying cont stop
samtatians dosnt help me at all
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Really sorry you're feeling like this. Have you tried contacting a helpline?
Samaritans
Helpline: 08457 90 90 90
Email: jo@samaritans.org
Text: 07725 90 90 90
SANE
Helpline: 0845 767 8000
Email: http://www.sane.org.uk/what_we_do/support/email/
Papyrus
Call: 0800 068 41 41
Confidential text: 07786 209 697
e-mail: pat@papyrus-uk.org
You can get through this, Heather. Big *hug*
So sorry to keep reading about how low you're feeling. Your operation is obviously causing you a great deal of stress and worry - have you spoken to anyone outside of these boards about how worried you are? Perhaps you could arrange a talk with one of the doctors dealing with your case - and take a friend along for support? Would it help to write down all the things you're worried about and any questions you have so they can give you more information and reassurance?
You always give such good support and encouragement to other users when they post to say they're feeling like this, perhaps you should re-read some of your own posts to others to see if you can take some of your own good advice on board?
I know it doesn't always help to use a service like Samaritans, but it's good that you've tried - and it also shows that you want to get help. Try to remember that when you get dark thoughts.
We're here for you. Big *hug*
How you feeling tonight?
I have noticed you have posted a few threads. Its good that you are reaching out for support and advice.
I agree with what Sophie has said about the Samaritans. I talk to them when I feel really low and they help a lot but you also need to be willing to help yourself. I am in the process of learning that, e.g for me, I have started to take my medication daily. To help myself get better and a bit happier.
You could set yourself little tasks and reward yourself with something you enjoy?
That way you will be distracted while your doing the tasks. (does that make sense)
I know you enjoy coming into the chat, sometimes joining in with chat can distract you from suicidal thoughts and feelings.
Its great to see you posting on the boards. Keep up with that if it helps you vent, or get support.
Take care
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Really hope it goes okay today for you Heather.
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