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This is absolutely killing me..
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I've been seeing this guy casually for 2 years. It's a fuck buddy type relationship though either of us never talked about what it was but its just about sex. Anyways i tried to end it 4 times, but he would keep texting me non stop that i kept gving in and going back. Pathetic I know. I am in love with him. I feel the only way to get out of this now is by telling him the truth. That I have feelings for him. I am way too scared to do this, but i am so miserable. I enjoy the sex but today i came home and balled my eyes out after sleeping over. I know he sleeps with other girls too. He's 37 and i am 23. Im pretty sure he could care less about me. I just don't know what to do. I admit im feeling a little suicidal over this. I feel like im trapped. Even if i do end it it feels like illl never get over him. Like it seems impossible. I don't even dare to try and end it again a 5th time he will just laugh at me. I could really use some advice here, this is killing me 
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Do you have some friends who you could talk to about this that would support you in ending it? You need to go cold turkey from it - deleting his number, not seeing him, not talking to him. But you need support, so talk to friends or family and make sure you have people around that you trust and can talk to.