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How did my relationship go so badly wrong?
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It doesn't make him a bad person, mind - lots of people do it without realising (myself included in past situations) but to try and sort your head/issues/life out in the context of a relationship rarely bodes well for the couple. He just sounds a bit lost and looking for what he needs in the wrong places.
You sound like you've got your head on your shoulders, your independence and you know what you want. Keep striving for it, do loads of nice things for yourself and keep your chin up
As you say a relationship is a two-way thing, You have to meet somewhere in the middle and compromise.
Maybe he's not use to a girl beeing so independent, maybe he felt nervous and insecure around you. Maybe you need someone with the same level of indepenence to get it right?
I don't know I just get the feeling you did what you could to make it work.
Keep on searching!:thumb:
I just think it's such a shame that this has come between us, when otherwise, things were great and neither of us wanted it to end. But it's out of my control I guess, and that's the hard part.
He's pretty much as independent as me in every other area of his life...but I suppose he may not be used to his girlfriend being the same...
So, I'd say no, I don't think you've could done so much else. You've found out that the two of you differ more than you initially expected, so I'd try to cherish what I had and be glad to sort out differences at an early stage. (Yes, 4 months in is definitely enough for a breakup to really sting, but dealing with substantial differences much later can be even tougher.)
It's sad that it had to turn out this way when so many other things were good in the relationship, but I think it's courageous to face the fact that it wasn't working and to part on reasonable terms. He shouldn't have put the ball in your court in terms of making things right, he should have been prepared to accept that his way was not the only way. However, putting that aside, this could have ended a lot worse.
I hope you won't dissect yourself too much in the process of rationalising this. Positive self analysis is good, as long as it leads to a better and stronger you.
I've thought about it enough now and have come to the conclusion that it was probably 50/50... me being quite blase, teamed with his insecurities. I like to be self aware but not to the point of over analysing.