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I'm so sad ANGRY and upset :'(
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I'm in tears, I hate my entire family, I hate them so much. I'm fed up of living in a house filled with idiotic morons. I'm fed up of my older sister thinking that because she's older and knows more "bad" words she can treat me like a bunch on sh*te 24/7. I'm 16 so can move out in 2 more years. Why the fuck did I have to cut this out of my system. 3 bloody cuts which were worthless. I'm still in tears, upset & angry with myself.
My step mum hit me with her bare hands for the first time ever, I don't even no WHY THE FUCK I was blamed!!! I hate this whole household. We have our exams coming up soon, I'm under so much stress and pressure, my family are only making it more harder. I just want to hide and lock myself up, never see day light again exact feelings I had when I was 13, 3 years on it's all coming back. I can't go on no more, it's to hard. :crying:
My step mum hit me with her bare hands for the first time ever, I don't even no WHY THE FUCK I was blamed!!! I hate this whole household. We have our exams coming up soon, I'm under so much stress and pressure, my family are only making it more harder. I just want to hide and lock myself up, never see day light again exact feelings I had when I was 13, 3 years on it's all coming back. I can't go on no more, it's to hard. :crying:
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Please dont bottle this up sweetheart makes me sad u suffering
Just wanna give u a big hug!!!
have u tried talking to ur big sisteR? how old is shee by the way ? xxx
I had to read your post 3 times to understand it
Awww hugs,
hunie please dont tell me you've overdosed right now??
If so please go A&E i beg you !! xx
i have a eating disoder too so know how u feel x
i'm confused.
your signature says your mum is recently died?
Sorry to hear about your mum *hug* Seems like your step mother is putting you under a lot of stress which must be awfully difficult for you and your emotional wellbeing. I amglad you are reaching out to the members on here so we can help and support you *hug* Could you confide this int o someone? Such a couseller or your dad, ora trusting friend, how would you feel about that? Sorry to hear you OD and hurt yourself, your 16 right? You can still call ChildLine for support as you have to be under 18 they are a free confidential support line for young people in distress. How would you feel about calling them?
Take care *hug* x
It seems like your sister and step mum are being really harsh towards you for no reason L It must be really frustrating for you. Have you seen our article about how to deal with these urges? Might be worth a read to give you some ideas that might help you to cope when you’re feeling desperate.
Dealing with an eating disorder isn’t something you have to do alone – there are lots of helplines and other types of support out there, when you’re ready you might like to give them a try and the first step would be finding someone who you do feel happy confiding in. A teacher maybe?
There’s a lot going on for you and you can’t fix it all at once so try and focus on looking after yourself. If you do think you could speak to someone on the phone then here are a couple of helplines you can try: Samaritans or Get connected. Speaking to a stranger anonymously can be really helpful and might help relieve all this pressure you have, it sounds really overwhelming at the moment.
We’re here to listen whenever you need to let it all out