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I think i'm going slightly crazy. hah
I have the biggest urge in the world to take as many pills as i can find, right now. And then thats it, finished.
wow.
I have the biggest urge in the world to take as many pills as i can find, right now. And then thats it, finished.
wow.
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i feel like this too but im ignoring it.
Is it something inpaticular? like the smoke stuff or the headaches? tell megan
i feel weird, hah i'm laughing and crying its like i'm crazy. my head hurts and i can't stop shaking agian. . .
oh well, my time feels up. :crying:
its like everything i have been keeping back is just coming up and i'm going to go pop.
Your time isn't up; you're young, beautiful, you're going to university, please don't think that!!
Have a hot bath or go for a run to try and clear your head, but PLEASE don't do anything daft!!
Sounds like you're going through something really overwhelming right at this moment. I know you'd already posted about some strange feelings and headaches not to mention a really stressful time at home right now.
I'd really recommend giving NHS Direct a call about what you're going through, or maybe see if you could talk to a family member or call your local doctor.
If you don't want to speak to someone from the NHS then you could think about calling Samaritans, it sounds like you're going through something quite overwhelming so having someone on the end of the phone to talk to might let you just catch your breath and talk through it.
You can call them on 08457 90 90 90 or NHS Direct on 0845 4647
Certainly speaking to the Samaritans isn't going to make you feel worse.
I do hope you're okay and the feeling passes.
I'm on msn talking just now, i;m not totally alone. feels like it but i'm not.
I can't stop shaking and its annoying me now. i feel drunk
I mean i know there are people that care and all that its not even one of those times where i feel no one gives a shit, its just seriously like i'm going crazy with pressure and expectations and just in general keeping everything hidden from people and stopping SH on my own without help, and like after a year and a bit its just like oh shit, i'm still in the same place, i've just learnt to hide it more.
I feel stupid. :crying: I can't do anything right.
Ditto.
But that being said; if I'd said it instead; I'd be being a hypocrite.
Sorry
You said yourself you've been dealing with a lot and just feel at times like you're hiding things. So do remember people are hear to listen to whatever is troubling you, and there are also others places that can help as well.
You don't have to go through things alone. I really glad you feel ok
That way this thread could become another distraction or way to cope with those feelings.
I can't even say its down to exam stress, because i've been more stressed than i am now and i have coped with it. I'm really scared :crying: This was the happiest i have been in a long time and all of a sudden its all came crashing down and i have no idea how to explain it. I don't know how to get through it.
Xx
ok, i'm now learning the hard way, i don't think i have ever felt this sick and i can not deal with being sick.
I think i'm going to have to go to the Dr's tomorrow because since my last headache i have just not been feeling right, i seriously can not stop shaking, and its not a little shakes. I had a drink of water before and i couldn't hold the cup. I'm scared, what if there is something seriously wrong? I keep forgetting my words and my eye sight has been going funny. :no:
Keep strong honey