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So Confused...
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I've posted on here before about how I'm struggling to cope with my wife's mood swings and how I feel I have to walk on egg shells whenever I'm with her. I got paranoid that she was going to find my original message and guess it was about her so I removed it. But a month on the problem is still there so I'm going to try again and hopefully make it less obvious that it's about her.
To give you some background, we've been married for just under 2 years and have no kids. My wife has always had a temper but it seems to have gone through the roof since marriage and moving in together. She seems to be able to kick off for the most trivial things. It's impossible to argue back with her so most of the time I feel that I just have to agree with her to calm the situation. This grinds me down and makes me feel as if I'm getting told off like a little kid. I know I'm not stupid but I'm made to feel that way. And predictably all this bottling up eventually comes to a head and I stand up for myself and argue back, escalating the argument (which I eventually have to back down from anyway). My wife tells me it's all my fault and during arguments says that we should split - I don't believe for a second that she's serious about this. But at the moment being on my own seems really attractive.*
I don't know what to do. I haven't got any close friends that I feel I can talk to to ask for advice (and I also can't talk to my family about it). I doubt I even have the guts to end it - I just feel so small and useless at the moment.*
To give you some background, we've been married for just under 2 years and have no kids. My wife has always had a temper but it seems to have gone through the roof since marriage and moving in together. She seems to be able to kick off for the most trivial things. It's impossible to argue back with her so most of the time I feel that I just have to agree with her to calm the situation. This grinds me down and makes me feel as if I'm getting told off like a little kid. I know I'm not stupid but I'm made to feel that way. And predictably all this bottling up eventually comes to a head and I stand up for myself and argue back, escalating the argument (which I eventually have to back down from anyway). My wife tells me it's all my fault and during arguments says that we should split - I don't believe for a second that she's serious about this. But at the moment being on my own seems really attractive.*
I don't know what to do. I haven't got any close friends that I feel I can talk to to ask for advice (and I also can't talk to my family about it). I doubt I even have the guts to end it - I just feel so small and useless at the moment.*
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Firstly, you need to talk to your wife to establish whether there might be an underlying medical/psychological problem for which treatment might be available. Or ... at the risk of inflaming the situation ... whether there is some aspect of your behaviour that she finds intolerable. Failing this, I would be inclined to seek marriage guidance. Sorry to say, but (and I have to put my hand up to this) when one or other partner is unhappy in the relationship, the easiest solution is sometimes to engineer disputes in the hopes that the other partner will eventually throw in the towel. The best long term solution might indeed be to go your separate ways.
Good luck and best wishes.
The only other thing that occurs to me is, does your wife drink or take drugs? I don't mean to offend you with that question, but alcholism and drug addiction are probably the most common causes of volatile behaviour after depression - and some people are more adept at hiding the evidence than others.