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So then like i have been going on about here that me and the missus was on a break well we both decided if it wasnt going to work the first time it aint gonna work the second time round, so we split.
I went out 1 saturday ago and went home with a one night stand, i dont know why but i felt really guilty after i have slept with this girl and i just wondered why i did, i still have feelings for my ex but she started spreading some shit round my town that i use to beat her even tho i didnt.
Last night i had some geezer come up to me offering me a fight because i had supposedly been beating my ex, why has she made such horrible rumours about me? I feel so hurt and betrayed that it has really upset me, when people have asked why i aint with my ex anymore i always protect her and always say it was because it didnt work out and we both decided to end it and leave on good terms.
I have now come to the conclusion that i am gonna start to do things with my life that i never thought of doing when i was with my ex, since she has said what she said all my feelings for her have completely gone out of the window, I have got a pretty good job and i earn good money for a 21 year old, im gonna start to learn to drive, go on lads holidays and sort my self out so i can be proud of myself and think i have actually lived my life. I aint gonna get stuck into a relationship at the minute because since she betrayed me i find it so hard to trust a girl or get close to a girl, i know i should tar people with the same brush because i know its not fair but i just do.
As i got told, As one door closes another one opens.
Thank You for reading my rant :thumb:
I went out 1 saturday ago and went home with a one night stand, i dont know why but i felt really guilty after i have slept with this girl and i just wondered why i did, i still have feelings for my ex but she started spreading some shit round my town that i use to beat her even tho i didnt.
Last night i had some geezer come up to me offering me a fight because i had supposedly been beating my ex, why has she made such horrible rumours about me? I feel so hurt and betrayed that it has really upset me, when people have asked why i aint with my ex anymore i always protect her and always say it was because it didnt work out and we both decided to end it and leave on good terms.
I have now come to the conclusion that i am gonna start to do things with my life that i never thought of doing when i was with my ex, since she has said what she said all my feelings for her have completely gone out of the window, I have got a pretty good job and i earn good money for a 21 year old, im gonna start to learn to drive, go on lads holidays and sort my self out so i can be proud of myself and think i have actually lived my life. I aint gonna get stuck into a relationship at the minute because since she betrayed me i find it so hard to trust a girl or get close to a girl, i know i should tar people with the same brush because i know its not fair but i just do.
As i got told, As one door closes another one opens.
Thank You for reading my rant :thumb:
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Also you may think that you will not trust a girl again but you will, time is the best healer and once you sort yourself out and concentrate on your life you will probably find that it will just happen when you least expect and werent even thinking about meeting anybody!
Take care xx
Absolutely! :yes:
Nice one, and GOOD LUCK!!
S x