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Oh my god............ (I need to sound off to someone)
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2 years ago, I got in a MAJOR fight with a couple of select people who i had been my best friends since as long I can remember. At the time, they seemed SO wrong and i felt liek they were total assholes. we tried apologizing and making up but eventually we kept fighting until we vowed never to speak with one another again.
both parties moved on and found new best friends. now, this year i realized one of my friends for the asshole he was and realized I didn't need to put up with his shit anymore we got in a knock down drag out fist fight not to long ago and now WE hate each other.
so just now I was thinking about my fight with the first people I mentioend and I asked myself who my major supporter was in that. then, much to my horror and dismay I realized it was the evil coniving snake who i just beat the shit out of that had been egging me on and feeding my ego that entire time. I had abandoned my best friends for him.
and the more I think about it, looking back............ I think I was wrong.
Jesus christ, i'm a fucking idiot. I just drove away the best friends I ever had and ever will have and its all my fault. and now i've almost become a social outcast who no longer has anyone to call on a friday night. oh god, i've stepped in it this time. :nervous: :crying: :no:
both parties moved on and found new best friends. now, this year i realized one of my friends for the asshole he was and realized I didn't need to put up with his shit anymore we got in a knock down drag out fist fight not to long ago and now WE hate each other.
so just now I was thinking about my fight with the first people I mentioend and I asked myself who my major supporter was in that. then, much to my horror and dismay I realized it was the evil coniving snake who i just beat the shit out of that had been egging me on and feeding my ego that entire time. I had abandoned my best friends for him.
and the more I think about it, looking back............ I think I was wrong.
Jesus christ, i'm a fucking idiot. I just drove away the best friends I ever had and ever will have and its all my fault. and now i've almost become a social outcast who no longer has anyone to call on a friday night. oh god, i've stepped in it this time. :nervous: :crying: :no:
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Sorry to hear about what happened though *hugs* You'll find a new best friend at, atleast you was lucky enough to have some at some point in your life.