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Is it wrong to wonder why your boyfriend hasn't said he's loved you after a year and a half? Is it wrong to question if he even does? When you say you do and he makes you feel stupid and ignores you for the next month? When he calls you a pain in the ass all the time then says he's joking. When the only times he even says he likes you is when you ask him. Is that wrong? When you've been living together over a year? Am I in the wrong wanting so much? Am I being too needy? Should I even bother asking if he likes me anymore... have I worn out my welcome...
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It does sound like he's in the wrong, but perhaps if you gave us a more in depth story, we'd be able to help...
- on the one hand, I agree with the SCC and Kermit that if he doesn't love you by now it doesn't look like he will anytime soon...
but
- on the other hand, maybe you have low self confidence and self esteem, and as such you over-analyse whether he loves you or not, you ask him frequently if he likes you and he says yes, but you feel bad he doesn't say it of his own accord
I would talk to him about your concerns, because if case a is true, then it will come out he doesn't love you and you can go your own way - you dont want to be stuck in a loveless relationship . If case b is true, then he'll surely tell you he loves you but feels you are too sensitive and 'needy' (sorry, I'm not accusing you of being needy, just that there may be two perspectives to this).
Generally, and to give the benefit of the doubt (slightly), I have found people who are not open to love will fall in love with you at the beginning and then close up because they are scared... that's what happened with my ex. He could never open up and it made me feel awful and along with his compulsive cheating destroyed our relationship. It's also happened to a close friend of mine who was with a guy for FOUR YEARS who was clammed up completely and barely even spoke a kind word to her during the entire time. I should add that she took him on as a "project" so it was pretty much self-inflicted :crazyeyes
Some men find it hard to show how much affection they hold, but this man is finding it easy- he holds no affection for you.
I'd normally agree with that to an extent, but the OP's comment that he makes her feel stupid and he ignores her when she has shown affection makes me reach the conclusion that I have.
Regardless of whether the OP is being completely honest, or being a little bit paranoid, a man who loves you wouldn't do that.
We communicate... well I do. If theres something wrong I'll try and talk about it. Whether it be sex or anything in general. I've told him how I feel about this too. He gives the same responses for everything. A bland OK, a "well I'm not good with emotions" or some other generic line. A line is the best I can ever get.
I don't want to blame him for things. If I see problems, I can't be alone in it. I'm sure there are tons of things he finds wrong with me and the way I act also. I'll try to bring that up also. I'll ask him if theres anything he would like to be different or anything else. When I have a problem I'll ask if theres anything he has a problem with. I never get an answer. Most of the time he'll just get angry that I even ask, saying "why do you have to say that." So I never even know what problems I may be causing.
I've never really been a needy person and I don't want to blame it on him, but sometimes I feel like he has helped cause it. I've never had to ask, well do you even like me? before. But I get the feeling recently that I need to just so I know I'm not wasting space here.
He gets mad if I go to sleep in the spare room, and I've taken that as to be one of the few signs that he still likes me.
I don't want it to be like this, I just don't know what else to do.
You might as well try and discuss your relationship when he isnt there then, that isnt communication at all.
If you cant discuss things with him, then you have no relationship.