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i cant stop thinkin about her
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im 16 i just left skool........
Ok, i met this gal wen i was in yr (she was yr8) 9 and we started talkin, she was a real nice gal (intelligent, good lookin, funny) she was nice to me and showed an intrest i me, i started to develop an attraction 2wards her, i think she liked me too but she wouldnt admit it. But then things changed after a month and a half, she was starting to b nasty to me (she was 13 at the time i think i was 14)and this eventually led to her bullying me for 2 and a half yrs.
But then things did improve btween us and we bcame m8s again, she said she was sorry and i believed her, i never felt any hatred 2wards her even wen she was bullying me. Anyway i noticed that the feelings i had 4 her were returning and i again started fancying her. I sent her txt msgs hinting that i liked her and she said she liked me too in tht way and she said we should go on a d8 2gether, i sed yeah. But the next morning i came home from work and i found out tht she had replyed sayin tht she had already got a bf, and they were seeing eachuther since XMas (so they been going out 4 10 months i think now, assuming there still 2gether), i felt like complety used and chewed on, and we kinda stoped talkin 4 a lil while (not falling out though) and i did call her again. But My bro was chatitng up a v.special m8 of mine, i got real jelous and ending up smashing my phone up, along wif her number, and i avent talked to her since.
The thing is that i cant stop thinking about her even thoguht she led me on ( i dont h8 her, i h8 what she did to me), i even dream about her sumtimes and its wrecking me up a bit.
Could i still have feelings for her and not even realise it. (i hope not, cause i really like a gal on the net at the mo, and i dnt want it to ruin things)
Time if advancing slowly, feels like crap.
Love advancing slowly, feels like a eternity diviness.
Time advancing fast, feels great.
Love advancing fast feels like an eternity of nothingless.
Either way ur screwed.
Ok, i met this gal wen i was in yr (she was yr8) 9 and we started talkin, she was a real nice gal (intelligent, good lookin, funny) she was nice to me and showed an intrest i me, i started to develop an attraction 2wards her, i think she liked me too but she wouldnt admit it. But then things changed after a month and a half, she was starting to b nasty to me (she was 13 at the time i think i was 14)and this eventually led to her bullying me for 2 and a half yrs.
But then things did improve btween us and we bcame m8s again, she said she was sorry and i believed her, i never felt any hatred 2wards her even wen she was bullying me. Anyway i noticed that the feelings i had 4 her were returning and i again started fancying her. I sent her txt msgs hinting that i liked her and she said she liked me too in tht way and she said we should go on a d8 2gether, i sed yeah. But the next morning i came home from work and i found out tht she had replyed sayin tht she had already got a bf, and they were seeing eachuther since XMas (so they been going out 4 10 months i think now, assuming there still 2gether), i felt like complety used and chewed on, and we kinda stoped talkin 4 a lil while (not falling out though) and i did call her again. But My bro was chatitng up a v.special m8 of mine, i got real jelous and ending up smashing my phone up, along wif her number, and i avent talked to her since.
The thing is that i cant stop thinking about her even thoguht she led me on ( i dont h8 her, i h8 what she did to me), i even dream about her sumtimes and its wrecking me up a bit.
Could i still have feelings for her and not even realise it. (i hope not, cause i really like a gal on the net at the mo, and i dnt want it to ruin things)
Time if advancing slowly, feels like crap.
Love advancing slowly, feels like a eternity diviness.
Time advancing fast, feels great.
Love advancing fast feels like an eternity of nothingless.
Either way ur screwed.
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tht net gal i like is gr8 to me, shes kind, loving,sensative. Basically she everything i want. And im worried that all this fiasco wif the girl who led me on, cause its starting to get to me and i only have feelins 4 this net gal, nd only her i dont seem to want any1 else, but i get all jelous wen she metions all thse guys she knows, and i end up being nasty to her a bit. I think its putting her off me, even to b m8s, but she means too much too me, and id b devestted if i lost sum1 like her, i think ive fallen 4 her big time and i want to meet her wen im older. I just want tht other gal out of my head
Time if advancing slowly, feels like crap.
Love advancing slowly, feels like a eternity diviness.
Time advancing fast, feels great.
Love advancing fast feels like an eternity of nothingless.
Either way ur screwed.
4 starters its obvious by wot uvesed about the girl that ure in love wiv her still but u wnt admit it until ureself bcoz she hurt u so badly!! <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/frown.gif">
ure in lust wiv this other girl not love bcoz uve never met her b4 & ure not sure if u eva will, she will respect ure decision. I think u shud go 2 this gal who u stil have feelins 4 & find out wot these feelins r, the internet girl will understand i sure then if u decide ure still in love wiv this gal then im sure the net girl will stay friends wiv u or vice versa <IMG alt="image" SRC="http://www.thesite.org/ubb/smile.gif">
gud luck wiv wot u decide i hope it turns out 4 the best!!
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