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ok, so one of my best friends, ( was my BEST friend ever, like a big brother to me. ), lets call him matt. addmitted to being a bisexual in april. soon after i introduced him to one of my other friends who lives a long way away, in oxford, and we're up in chester.
so my friend in oxford kinda fueled matt's sexuality.
but now hes moved from calling me special and so much worth his life, to calling oxford-boy it. then someone else. then another person.. and another..
i mean, in the summer he always said he'd always mess my life up in the future, but hell i never thought this. hes the person that tried to kill himself in summer cause he missed me so much! ( i am NOT a bisexual )
and in february, i was left in a completly " life fucking sucks. " attitude after a girl who loved me and i loved, decided she'd love another of my best friends.
so this isnt helping. let alone all the nice girls i know live miles away. ( FUCKING CHAV SCHOOL!!!! BURN IN HELL ) so im left here, life seeming to go down the drain, turning into a emo by accident. i mean ive even got a razorblade incase i ever wanna die.
please ask questions if your confused by my thread.. as im only 13 and i didnt plan this thread.
so my friend in oxford kinda fueled matt's sexuality.
but now hes moved from calling me special and so much worth his life, to calling oxford-boy it. then someone else. then another person.. and another..
i mean, in the summer he always said he'd always mess my life up in the future, but hell i never thought this. hes the person that tried to kill himself in summer cause he missed me so much! ( i am NOT a bisexual )
and in february, i was left in a completly " life fucking sucks. " attitude after a girl who loved me and i loved, decided she'd love another of my best friends.
so this isnt helping. let alone all the nice girls i know live miles away. ( FUCKING CHAV SCHOOL!!!! BURN IN HELL ) so im left here, life seeming to go down the drain, turning into a emo by accident. i mean ive even got a razorblade incase i ever wanna die.
please ask questions if your confused by my thread.. as im only 13 and i didnt plan this thread.
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Your only 13. Way too young for worrying about shit like this. You've got plenty of years to find girls, and friends etc.
How old is he?
Shouldn't you be concentrating on school etc, instead of worrying about girls?!
Year 8? I so wasn't worrying about all this when i was that age.
At 15 people change friends like no ones business. Oh and him saying he'd kill himself cos he missed you is fucked up. You don't need friends like that.
Everyone goes through it, and different people deal with it different ways! Things will pick up, trust me!