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i'm very confused about my life, sometimes i feel like killing myself, others i run away from home and i can't sleep (only about 2-3 hours each night). I cut myself to try to get these feelings to go away and to try and gain control in my life. My life isn't making no sense, i can't go out my front door without having a panic attack if i'm on my own (if im with my mum im ok). I dont go school at the minute because i keep getting sent home because of the attacks. They happen because there are a few girls who wont leave me alone and keep threatening to beat me up. im getting counselling but im still confused about my life and whats happening in it
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Has anything been done about it?
You have the right to be able to go to school without being bullied, if you havnt told anyone please do, someone at school will be able to help you.
As Melanie has said, you have the right to go to school without the fear of being bullied. Schools actually have a 'duty of care' to look after you.
Looking at websites such as Bullying Online could provide helpful information for you, and the Connexions website also gives information on how deal with bullies.
It sounds like the panic attacks you’re experiencing are having a really big impact on your life. You might like to look at the support offered by No Panic.
You say that you are self harming. It sounds like you have a lot to deal with and cutting yourself is a way of coping. Talking about your problems may help you to break this cycle. There are several organisations that can help.
The Bristol Crisis Centre for Women have a national confidential helpline for women in distress, specifically those who self harm. You could call them on 0117 925 1119, Fri and Sat 9pm-12.30am and Sun 6pm-9pm. Many websites exist that contain useful information and support. Some, like The National Self Harm Network, have message boards.
With all that is going on in your life, it is understandable that you are feeling confused. Confusion can be a natural reaction to lots of difficult things happening at the same time. Hopefully some of the information above and speaking to someone outside of your situation will help you to see things more clearly.