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Are tranquilizers the way to go?
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It's a bit of an understatement saying I have no people skills. I am really nervous and guarded and it takes such a great effort for me to let strangers close to me, and I'm hopeless at approaching them on my own.
I've been on a three day music festival, with the last night tonight. The first night a guy approached me and one of the first things he asked was why I was so shy. I think he later backed off when my brother had come to talk to me as we were there together. Then last night I went to meet my friend after I went downtown and she so effortlessly talked to people and approached strangers that it made me feel like bawling my eyes out.
I just don't know what to do. I've been trying so hard to improve this aspect in my life and have progressed but it's been so slow and it's beginning to drag me down. Everything I do feels so forced and I just don't know how to get me to relax and let down this barrier of mine. I feel like I'm living my life from the back seat and I desperately want to change it.
I don't drink but I'm getting sorely tempted to see if it helps any to get hammered. :yeees:
I've been on a three day music festival, with the last night tonight. The first night a guy approached me and one of the first things he asked was why I was so shy. I think he later backed off when my brother had come to talk to me as we were there together. Then last night I went to meet my friend after I went downtown and she so effortlessly talked to people and approached strangers that it made me feel like bawling my eyes out.
I just don't know what to do. I've been trying so hard to improve this aspect in my life and have progressed but it's been so slow and it's beginning to drag me down. Everything I do feels so forced and I just don't know how to get me to relax and let down this barrier of mine. I feel like I'm living my life from the back seat and I desperately want to change it.
I don't drink but I'm getting sorely tempted to see if it helps any to get hammered. :yeees:
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And by the way I am addicted to tranquilizers (Diazepam) so I know what I'm talking about, I'm currently on a tapering regimen to come off them. I only really did them recreationally for a laugh and stuff but they did make me more social and stuff, but believe me it's like seeing life through a cloud and they mess with your memory and stuff.
Also SSRI's that are supposed to help with anxiety are addictive also. So go for the therapy route first, and try not to worry about what people think etc... don't overthink everything, train yourself and face it. It's the only way you'll truly get over it/through it.
Sound reasonable?
It isn't the answer though. And whilst a little alcohol helps, that isn't the answer either. The real answer is 'fuck them'. If they don't like you, then it is their loss. And with the amount of irritating people in the world, there is a higher chance that you'll dislike them more than they dislike you.
Don't feel sad about struggling to talk to people - most people experience it at one time or another. There will come a day where you can look back and wonder just how you found it so difficult .
I find it pretty easy to make smalltalk with people who work in shops. Maybe that would be a good place to start? All you have to do is pick someone who looks bored with their job, and as they're scanning the stuff through, just say 'You look bored'. They'll normally respond with something along the lines of how naff their job is, how they should be down the pub, or how they're still hungover from the night before. You might even make them giggle .
And even if you don't who cares? It's only a stranger, and you wouldn't have liked them anyway .
I work in a shop and it was the best job I could have gotten at the time. It's helped me with small talk but I'm still stiff. I keep telling me I must make up for time I lost when huncing over my computer in the past, but I'm getting so impatient now. But you are right, I must approach more strangers and just do some smalltalk. I usually shy away from it even if I want to, which leads me to think my main problem is biting the bullet and just doing stuff. I can have my moments, like when Ladytron were playing and for a while I thought I was the only person dancing and I just couldn't care less. But staying at the I-don't-care stage is the tricky part.
Must try harder, eh? :P
I found this last Sunday evening when I was out; mainly with strangers. Spoke to a few people and was alright after a while.
i don't really think anybody lets strangers get close in an emotional sense. i cannot see how that could even be possible. but as Click said, try just making small talk occassionally or copying your friends and keep trying and it should get easier the more you practise it.
Just be yourself in real life and you'll have no problems whatsoever. You're just as human as the rest of us, and as such have the same rights to speak and be heard.
I know I can do it, I just tend to focus so much on the setbacks sometimes. Overall my self confidence has grown a lot the past two years, only, the social confidence decided to trail behind.
Again, thanks for the advice, guys. They've helped motivate me.
Wow! You win dumb post of the week! Did you even read a single post in this thread before comin up with that pearl of wisdom?
To Jaloux- I think it really takes pretending that you're confidant and accepting that while you're still in the approaching people training stage you are going to make a few bloopers, get rejected etc. But really, nothing 'actually' bad will happen- embarrasment might feel bad but try to think of it as not even real and that the stranger won't think of it beyond a minute. For instance, I can't think of a single incident where I've spoken to someone with lame social skills but can easily remember a funny exchange with a random...
I gave my insight: In my opinion and experience, it's better to have a few brews then to go down benzo boulevard.