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Bad Porn Experiences?
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Has anyone else had this?
Basically,I was alone last night and just thought Id watch a couple of free downloads but one just made me feel all weird and funny,not in a good way but a confused way..... :nervous: It was a woman doing female ejaculation with this bloke but it was integrated into an interview type thing and showed her with the bloke before,during and after doing the stuff,all the screaming etc.
But it just freaked me out and I cant understand why...... :banghead: I thought it was the way she was doing all the screaming and stuff but wanted him to do that to her and enjoying it and smiling, but then I thought it was me feeling left out of ever being able to do things like that with a girl but then I got confused about that and my depression started creeping back in.
Has anyone else ever had this before because Im just totally confused about this and Iv only just started to get this depression and self-deprecation thing under control.
Basically,I was alone last night and just thought Id watch a couple of free downloads but one just made me feel all weird and funny,not in a good way but a confused way..... :nervous: It was a woman doing female ejaculation with this bloke but it was integrated into an interview type thing and showed her with the bloke before,during and after doing the stuff,all the screaming etc.
But it just freaked me out and I cant understand why...... :banghead: I thought it was the way she was doing all the screaming and stuff but wanted him to do that to her and enjoying it and smiling, but then I thought it was me feeling left out of ever being able to do things like that with a girl but then I got confused about that and my depression started creeping back in.
Has anyone else ever had this before because Im just totally confused about this and Iv only just started to get this depression and self-deprecation thing under control.
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Oh there is some fucked up stuff definatly. The apple and orange shooter, the chinese puker, the swirley, the smoker, feltcher, double penetration by one man...
But don't feel ackward if porn wasn't all that you expected. Not everybody likes it, if it made you ackward thats alright.
Freaked me out like you wouldnt believe.
Maybe it is that I feel kinda left out for some stupid reason or that subconciously Im deciding again that girls could and wouldnt ever do something like that with me..........man, I am a real fuck up arent I?
Real sex isnt like porn though is it?
No. Unless it's sex with me
Just carry on watching the porn that you know doesn't freak you out, and you'll feel fine after a while. It worked for me, anyway!
I think that its the fact that these women have 2 or more guys banging them and stuff,you know the double penetration and all that shit,but they ENJOY it.....it just makes me feel...........weird.
I think Im trying to read into WHY they enjoy it too much,or why theyd want things like that done to them.I just dont get that.......
Freaked me out a bit.
A solution get rich and doesn't matter how you look you can always buy female attention...
Hey,its a plan right?
That is the saddest thing I have ever heard. Your bored and there is *nothing* to do but watch porn and you don't even enjoy it. Ever tried tv? A normal movie? Going for a walk? Reading a book? Getting a hobby?
Tv is shite,Iv read all the books,theres no films that interest me and I dont fancy just walking down a big busy high street and I cant play my guitar because my uncle will moan.........Yes Im sad and yes Im a loser but I havent got anything to do.I would have been out but my mate cancelled cos he failed his driving test again and he couldnt get his cheque cashed.
So Iv got nothing to do,no-one to talk to and what Id been planning to do all week went tits ups as per usual........So Im reeeeeeeeallly happy tonight and enjoy everything when it all goes wrong again for me.
Agreed :yes:
Waste time board :thumb:
Women arent always all chaste and pure tbh.
If it makes you feel icky then dont watch it.
You're a teenage lad, you want sex, and you want a girl to want sex with you. That's natural.
If you're watching porn you are continually reminding yourself that you're not having sex, and a girl doesn't want sex with you. You're depressing yourself by continually watching something that you think you can't have, and never will have.
It's natural for it to depress you and upset you. You think that you're too worthless to get sex and companionship, and by watching porn you're kicking yourself all the time by watching something you want but think you're too shit to get.
To be honest, I think you'd do well to stop sitting at your PC so much knocking one off the wrist, and doing other more sociable activities instead.
Porn serves a purpose, but I think its sometimes a hiding to nothing unless you do already have a full sex life. If it's replacing a sex life all you're doing is continually watching something that is re-inforcing all the negative attitudes you have about yourself.
I am gonna stop watching it because everything you said there is completely right and bang on.
Thanks for helping me get to the bottom of that. :thumb:
I used to do that. I used to start trembling when I watched them. Now sometimes I get bored and want to watch them, but steer clear, cos I get stressed about all manner of things.
Some people are strange, like myself. But maybe watching someone being humiliated and used as a tool is the disturbing part. I can recall several other people on thesite who've said they've had issues watching porn.