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Watching YouTube videos, making YouTube videos, making cheeky Facebook posts, looking at new Snapchat filters, using Snapchat, taking cheeky WhatsApp photos, dancing, piano, performing arts, keyboard (sometimes,) watching my dance teacher going bananas in dance, poetry, writing book reviews, creative writing, mock court trials, trampolining, gymnastics, ice skating, sleeping, getting those damn spots off my face, reading First News, raising awareness about mental health, raising awareness about palm oil, convincing my school to raise money for Jeans For Genes, reading My Naughty Little Puppy, Shakespeare (especially Macbeth,) watching Sing, ABBA, watching Mamma Mia (both versions,) maths, science, getting my parents to stop swearing, cats, dogs, snakes, spiders, tralantuals, litter picking, volunteering, tattoos (temporary of course,) finding a cure to cancer in the future, raising money for charity, geography, global fashion industry, protecting endangered species, little humans, big humans, my girlfriend and even more.
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Today you are you, that is truer than true. There is no one alive who is youer than you.
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  • Shaunie
    Heyy,  ive never posted on someones wall thingy yet lol. But i just wanted to say im soo sad to read you get bullied for your appearance and stuff :(((. Hope you know you are better than them and that youre not alone. Hugs x
    June 1 Comment
    • Kasa2103
      Kasa2103
      Thanks. I find it normal that I get bullied though so no need to be sad or worried. Please don't make yourself worse. You are an amazing person and you are loved unlike me. Thanks for being so nice and for the hugs though.
    • Shaunie
      Shaunie
      No, sorry its okay. Dont worry about how i feel. Just wish could help you more.
    • Kasa2103
      Kasa2103
      Of course I will worry about how you feel. I care so much about you just like everyone here does. Sorry if I seemed ungrateful or like someone who can't be helped.
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  • I am a disgusting slag like trampy frog who looks like an unravelled toilet roll dripped in poo. I deserve all the bullying that I face. I deserve for the whole school to hate me and for the whole geography class to cyberbully me. 
    May 27 Comment
    • kathleen0172
      kathleen0172
      Aw, that's not true at all :( It's sad to see you being so hard on yourself. I like you and you're a good person.

      It's awful that you're being bullied like that. Some people are jerks. It can happen to anyone and there's nothing wrong with you, it's them. I know I'd be feeling really nervous and insecure in your situation... I can only imagine how this could be making you feel :(

      Just wanted to send love, and show how I really sympathise. We're here for you anytime you'd like to talk about things <3
    • Kasa2103
      Kasa2103
      Thanks but it is true. It is normal for me to be feeling like that. I didn't mean for it to be sad. I don't like myself and I am a bad person who will definitely go and rot in hell. It is normal for me to be bullied and I deserve it. It isn't that some people are jerks. Everyone at school is amazing except me. I am the piece of crap being stepped on and flicked into the bin whilst everyone else is top of the charts and happy with lots of friends.
    • kathleen0172
      kathleen0172
      You don't deserve it hun. No one deserves to be bullied, especially you :( You don't have to respond, but I just wondered if there's any particular reason you think you're a bad person? Because I certainly don't think you are <3
    • Kasa2103
      Kasa2103
      Because I am so ugly and I just am a bad person. Thanks for being so nice. Nobody else ever is. I absolutely do deserve to be bullied- no debate. 😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭
    • kathleen0172
      kathleen0172
      Aw Kasa. For what it's worth, you know from what I've seen of you that I think you're pretty :) And you seem like a really caring, fun and likable person. You really are needed and wanted in this world.

      I can really understand being so unconfident or feeling like you're a bad person. It can be such a horrible feeling :( You're always welcome to chat on the boards or to message me if you need someone to listen <3

      Feel free to tell the bullies that you have people on your side. Sending a big hug x
    • Kasa2103
      Kasa2103
      I really am not pretty and I am not wanted or needed in the world. The only thing people want me for is to bully me. Thanks for your loveliness and hug. Sending one back to you.
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    May 28 Comment
  • Just a diary about my week so there is no need for anyone to care about it but feel free to send a hug or reply if you want to.

    Friday 10th May:

    I had a good day especially in Dance and English and Music because in Music we watched a really good film- Sing.

    Saturday 11th May:

    I had my singing lesson which went good as I managed to learn one of my favourite songs- Slipping Through My Fingers. It is a great but sad song.

    Sunday 12th May:

    My day was good as I was just being lazy at home, watching YouTube on my phone, playing with my cats and doing homework. I had a nice lunch and dinner. I just slept through breakfast because it was Sunday so why not? However when I went to bed I decided to watch Mamma Mia and I started crying during the Slipping Through My Fingers scene as it is so sad but beautiful. It was half happy tears and half sad tears.

    Monday 13th May:

    At break time, people kept on asking me what happened to my face. At first I was ok with the questions because I didn't have a clue what they were talking about. However it got worse after break and someone asked me nearly every 15 minutes. Some people even said eww and told me to go hone. It was horrible. I actually had to write a note for everyone about it at lunchtime so they could see how I felt. That did not work though. In Spanish I just put my head on the table, didn't want to show my face or talk to anyone.

    Tuesday 14th May:

    All of this horrible stuff happened to me at school in just 1 day. It is ridiculous. People ran away from me, people said eww to me, people said that they don't want to get diseases although I only have a rash, someone threw a book at me. Also someone called me an ugly frog, someone called me and my mum irrelevant and someone threatened to make my face even uglier (aka punch me if I didn't shut up but I am safe. I spent maths in a bad mood which was awful. In religious studies I was either in tears or outside the room. In community time I was in tears and wrote negative stuff and 2 year 9's saw it and told the teacher. I spent break time in the toilets crying on my own. In science I was feeling so upset and stressed. In Spanish I was sas until my student support officer came to the room and called me out the room to speak to me. He also found out what happened in religious studies and also my science teacher spoke to him because he was worried as I was so upset) and pe sad, nearly in tears and on my own. However lunchtime wasn't as bad because I had dance club and I learnt a new dance which was good. 

    Wednesday 15th May:

    Before school when I was going to class, someone in my year screamed that they don't want to catch ringworm but I don't have it. Also other people ran away from me today, told other people to, said they don't want to get ringworm and that I should go home and go to the doctor. In Science everyone ran away and there were 28 people on 3 tables. There were 9 people on two tables and 10 on the other table. I was left on my own and felt very upset and lonely which was starting to become the norm for me.

    Thursday 16th May:

    In English nobody wanted to be near me or give stuff to me like the play we are studying so I got skipped until the teacher gave me a copy. In community time I was so sad and wanted to cry but I couldn't as I would have been laughed at or judged. At break time I hid in the toilets again as it was the only place where I felt safe in school. I tried so hard not to cry. I have had such a rubbish, sad and upsetting week. In Maths someone told me to look at them whilst waiting outside the classroom so they could see my face. When we got into class she kept on making me feel really guilty for being at school, said I would be in trouble if anyone caught it, made me cry and said that she would start being mean if I ignored her although my head was on my desk due to not wanting to show my face whilst also trying not to cry. I wish I didn't have to feel like this but it is normal and I deserve it because I keep on going to school although people say that I shouldn't. Nobody understands that I do not have ringworm. 😔



    May 16 Comment
  • I really hate feeling like this. Yet another break time crying alone in the toilets.
    May 16 Comment
  • I feel so so so so upset right now and nothing is helping me. Please can I have hugs to try and help me? Here is a diary entry from on Tuesday 14th May 2019 to try and explain it. All of this horrible stuff happened to me at school in just 1 day. It is ridiculous. People ran away from me, people said eww to me, people said that they don't want to get diseases although I only have a rash, someone threw a book at me. Also someone called me an ugly frog, someone called me and my mum irrelevant and someone threatened to make my face even uglier (aka punch me if I didn't shut up but I am safe. I spent maths in a bad mood which was awful. In religious studies I was either in tears or outside the room. In community time I was in tears and wrote negative stuff and 2 year 9's saw it and told the teacher. I spent break time in the toilets crying on my own. In science I was feeling so upset and stressed. In Spanish I was sad until my student support officer came to the room and called me out the room to speak to me. He also found out what happened in religious studies and also my science teacher spoke to him because he was worried as I was so upset) and I spent pe sad, nearly in tears and on my own. That is what is wrong. People were also horrible to me today. People ran away from me, told others to get away from me, said they don't want to get ringworm although I don't have it, tell me to go home and laugh at me.  People have made me cry a lot and I have spent the past 2 break times crying in the toilets. It is horrible and I hate feeling like this but I deserve it.

    I sometimes want to be dead but I am safe before you worry.

    May 15 Comment
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  • kathleen0172
    Thank you for the wall message Kasa :-) It wasn't unhelpful at all - it was lovely and really does make all the difference. You're sweet, keep it up bud <3
    May 10 Comment
    • Kasa2103
      Kasa2103
      You're very welcome. I am glad that you loved my message. Thank you for being so kind to me. The world needs people like you. ❤
    • kathleen0172
      kathleen0172
      Thanks so much <3 More people like you would be awesome, too x
    • Kasa2103
      Kasa2103
      The world would be hell and the population would dramatically decrease because nobody wants to be an ugly idiot like me
    • kathleen0172
      kathleen0172
      Aw no :-( I'm the ugly idiot here haha. I think you're a great person. I hope you'll agree to that one day.
    • Kasa2103
      Kasa2103
      I am the ugly idiot. Not you. Please believe that. You are wanted by people in this world. I am not.
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  • I have 119 signatures on my petition in just 30 hours. Doing well aren't I? Plus I have 3 online signatures so that makes 122 in total. 119 paper and 3 online.
    May 10 Comment
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     So sorry for all of the emojis but I will explain why they are there in a minute. Tomorrow will be 3 years since my uncle died. I cannot cope with the thought of that. I loved my uncle so much and I miss him so much. Just because he is dead doesn't mean that I don't love him anymore. And I am supposed to go to school and cover my grieving with a smile and normality. How on earth is that supposed to happen? It won't. I don't want tomorrow to happen. If someone could skip tomorrow that would be appreciated so much. I would be so much happier if I could just skip tomorrow. I love my uncle so much and I miss him so much as well. I wish his body did not have to just suddenly quit working. I hope he is remembering me and having fun riding motorbikes in heaven. I didn't want him to die but everyone dies eventually.
    May 8 Comment
  • Kasa2103 was promoted to Incredible Poster.
    May 8 Comment
  • I am so dumb. I had such a bad day at school. I cannot believe how horrible and bitchy girls can be  (no offence to the females on here- it was not aimed at you.) One girl seems to think it is OK to make me cry multiple times, feel hated, want to move school and sometimes even want to die (but I am safe.) She keeps on talking about my teeth and hair in horrible ways. I cannot help having naturally greasy hair or an overbite. I hate myself and school so so so fucking much. 😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭 Sorry for the swearing and all the emojis but it is how I feel. 
    May 7 Comment
    • sozforhappy
      sozforhappy
      Ouch man but hey you know it's not only girls, my brother used to bully me like this too. Have you told a teacher or tried to confront her yourself?

      Take care
    • Kasa2103
      Kasa2103
      I am way too scared to tell a teacher and it won't be safe because it is likely I will beaten up or bullied worse by the bully which I don't want. I have tried to confront her but that made it even worse and I regret being so stupid. 😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭
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  • sozforhappy
    Hi there kasa, nice to meet you :)

    I'm 19 (I mentioned on my profile I'm doing a gap year before proceeding to uni😁). So you speak French well? I think I'd like to study french again if I have the chance (made a foolish mistake of picking art gcse instead 😂😂). So you're in yr8 or yr9? Any fave subjects and have you decided what to pick for GCSEs or still early days?
    April 22 Comment
    • Kasa2103
      Kasa2103
      Yeah I do speak French quite well. Not as good as my English or Spanish though. Still not bad though. It is quite good for a student who self teaches French. I am in year 8. For my GCSE's I want to do Duke of Edinburgh, Religious Studies, English, Maths, Science, Spanish, Dance, Geography, Business and Food Technology. I don't have to officially choose my options until year 9 but they are my ideas.
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  • Kasa2103 earned the First Anniversary badge.
    Thanks for sticking with us for a full year.
    April 22 Comment