I feel like everyone hates me on The Mix
I feel like everyone hates me on The Mix. I have people who love me. But I always have been disconnected. And no one in this life wants me first over anyone else. Is that selfish? Probably. No one to talk to. No one who wants to know me, not the way I want them to. I feel like I'm waiting for someone to come and they never do and the longer I wait the more and more unstable I'm becoming.
Everything is too hard. And I made the connections, I understood why I'm doing whatever I'm doing, but now I'm just swamped by all of the past things I still hurt over and without overcoming them I'm stuck like this and it's too much to overcome.