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Feel like I'm giving up
I feel so bad. Having shit day. I don’t know how long can feel like this. My body is really dirty and have problems with pee cause of abuse but some Thoughts/ things just can't tell anyone and I'm beyond it. It's feels taking over life and I'm so fed up now. I don’t know if can live that much longer like it, when part of life now & don't see things improving. It's hard to breath & can't eat & nonone cares and everyone's fed up & wishes I die already & i don’t know why I'm seeking help when I wanna die. I know I say same pathetic shit but it's the same pathetic shit that struggle with everyday cause don't improve & wont. & I kno I'm seeking too much support recently when Don't deserve it My family dont care only pretend. I have no friends. No energy to even exist. Hate life and self. & no one could care less so dk why I'm still alive. I'm sooo tired:'( & keep getting bad dreams. At what point do Thoughts of killing self get too much til you finally do it? I feel bad but safe
if you have the strength to sustain anorexia you have the strength to overcome it