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thumperbearthumperbear Posts: 44 Boards Initiate
I’m legit just using this space to rant dosnt require a response..! Thanks 


for a year we’ve been separated and still you slag me off do you not see what damage you are causing now just physically but mentally too with every bad word you say about me you make me just that little bit weaker every person you slag me of yo is just one less person I have to turn to to call a friend one less reason to keep holding one , your having baby’s anyday now have the future we couldn’t have even though I cried for days after I found out I lost your baby and while I was going through that you was in a different city sleeping with different females and decided to create beautiful life that’s been growing for 9 months and I smile every time I see her now 

I hope your glad at how you’ve made me feel !!!! Congrats on making me feel weak 
Kasa2103Kathleen07Jordancoc0macAifeButterfly23

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  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,936 Taking your piece of the pi

    I can see this isn't looking for advice or anything - so I'm just dropping by to say it's good to rant, and I'm sending hugs <3
  • chubbydumplingchubbydumpling DurhamPosts: 417 Moderator
    Hi @thumperbear

    You're welcome to rant here anytime, we're all here to listen <3
    Jordan
  • coc0maccoc0mac Posts: 445 Listening Ear
    Hi @thumperbear
    I know you said this doesn't require a response, but I just wanted to let you know that we are all here for you and you do not have to go through this alone. This is a safe space to rant so I am so glad you felt able to do just that. Big hugs :heart: 
  • AifeAife LondonPosts: 2,207 Moderator
    Hey @thumperbear I just wanted to echo what everyone else had said and say that we're all here for you anytime you want to talk <3
    Maybe somethings don't get better, but we do. We get stronger. We learn to live with our situations as messy and ugly as they are. We fix what we can and we adapt to what we can't. Maybe some of us will never fully be okay, but at least we're here. We're still trying. We're doing the best we can. That's worth celebrating too ❤
  • Kasa2103Kasa2103 This Is Me! ❤👅👌🤓💃🎤 South EastPosts: 3,584 Community Veteran
    Ranting is always welcome here. Rant on! Hope you are OK.  Sending hugs.
    Everyone is special in their own way. We make each other strong (we make each other strong.) We're not the same. We're different in a good way. Together's where we belong. We're all in this together. Once we know. That we are. We're all stars. And we see that. We're all in this together. And it shows. When we stand. Hand in hand. Make our dreams come true.
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 9,329 Supreme Poster
    Heyy

    you said you feel weak. You sound strong to me. 

    I hope you are okay
    if you have the strength to sustain anorexia you have the strength to overcome it
    coc0mac
  • thumperbearthumperbear Posts: 44 Boards Initiate
    Thanks guys :( 

    it just gets worse been told to drop drop dead and that I’m a gold digger 😭😭😭
    Kasa2103davcr0ckKathleen07
  • Kasa2103Kasa2103 This Is Me! ❤👅👌🤓💃🎤 South EastPosts: 3,584 Community Veteran
    Thanks guys :( 

    it just gets worse been told to drop drop dead and that I’m a gold digger 😭😭😭
    Whoever told you to drop dead is a cruel beast and doesn't understand what their words mean. What does a gold digger even mean?
    Everyone is special in their own way. We make each other strong (we make each other strong.) We're not the same. We're different in a good way. Together's where we belong. We're all in this together. Once we know. That we are. We're all stars. And we see that. We're all in this together. And it shows. When we stand. Hand in hand. Make our dreams come true.
  • ShaunieShaunie England 🏠Posts: 9,329 Supreme Poster
    How are you feeling today @thumperbear. Thats awful that you was told that
    if you have the strength to sustain anorexia you have the strength to overcome it
  • coc0maccoc0mac Posts: 445 Listening Ear
    Hi @thumperbear
    Nobody deserves to treat anybody in that way. You are so so important. I am just wondering how you might be feeling today? :heart:
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,936 Taking your piece of the pi
    Hey thumper,

    Just to echo what others have said - I'm sorry to hear you were told that :(

    We're here for you, and you're most welcome to tell us some more about the situation and how you're feeling. No pressure x

    Lots of love,
    Kathleen <3
  • thumperbearthumperbear Posts: 44 Boards Initiate
    Things just just continue to get worse and worse I relapsed last night and I feel so ashamed and guilty and lost and hurt and I’ve let everyone down 😭😭😭😭😭
    Kathleen07
  • Kathleen07Kathleen07 Posts: 1,936 Taking your piece of the pi

    I just wanted to send a hug. I'm really sorry to hear that you relapsed last night <3 This may not help to hear, but I certainly don't think that you've let everyone down. Relapses can happen, and that's okay. There's nothing to be guilty for at all.
  • Butterfly23Butterfly23 Miniposter England Posts: 817 Trailblazer
    Hey,

    Just here to send love and I hope you feel better soon x

    How are you doing today? 💗
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