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Wish I was dead TW
I don't know how much more I can take. I made another suicide attempt lastnight. I went to A&E this morning. I had an x-ray then I briefly saw a lady from the RAIDD team I asked her if I could go she said yes but then when we almost got back home first of all the lady that I saw from the RAIDD team I saw called and she said I shouldnt of left because they need to get them out but I said I'm not going back then a doctor from the hospital called me aswell and said the doctor wanted to review me but I said I havent got transport money and she was like lecturing me what these could do and advised me to go back. The doctors said that I need to go back tomorrow for an x-ray (duno if I will). My cpn has just called me because RAIDD told my cpn what I have done so my cpn wants to see me in the morning. She only wants to see me after I have made a suicide attempt. I don't actually think anyone would care if I was dead. Voices are telling me to do a lot worse 😞