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SienaSiena Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
in Health & Wellbeing
This isn't where i want to be. I'm a burden. Literally. My sister is behind of her work and that is because of Me.im pretty sure shes depressed because of me. I'm sure she's got an eating disorder because of me. I can't watch her stay in bed, unmotivated and become obsessed with food or then excerising. Its all my fault. I dont think i was meant to be here. They would all be happy if i wasn't born and that makes me feel sick and sad. I think i need to leave.

I'm sorry ive burden your site
~Probably dead now

Comments

  • SienaSiena Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    I'm sooo done.
    ~Probably dead now
  • SienaSiena Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    Thank you aidan.
    I feel a lot better today. Didn't choose to be born but i am - so might as well just plod along with life .
    ~Probably dead now
  • SienaSiena Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    Lol. My "friends" don't care. I dont have any. Happy days. I'm so lonely. I csnt get out of bed.

    But no one cares lol.
    ~Probably dead now
  • SienaSiena Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    And im fed up for guinenly caring for people who dont care about me. It's hurtful.
    ~Probably dead now
  • Former MemberFormer Member The Mix Posts: 292 The Mix Regular
    Hey Shaunie,

    How are you feeling today? Eating disorders and depression are all mental illnesses which people often find difficult to control so please try not to blame yourself for what your sister is going through! You seem very caring and we're sure your sister if very grateful for you! It can be difficult to not blame yourself for these things but you are such a supportive individual just by looking at how much you support the rest of the users on these discussion boards!

    Hope you're feeling better today!

    Drea:heart:
  • SienaSiena Posts: 15,759 Skive's The Limit
    Thank you Drea

    Unfortunately my support to her isn't appreciated. She blames me for her not doing her work so I'm sure she blames me for everything else.
    ~Probably dead now
  • Former MemberFormer Member The Mix Posts: 292 The Mix Regular
    People often say things they don't necessarily mean when they're going through a tough time but she is your sister and she still loves you! It may just be a case of venting but hope you're okay!

    Drea:heart:
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