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Really starting to get fucking pissed of now.
What's up if you feel comfortable sharing? @so_very_tired
This guy at work was sat on his phone, lazy guy
It was just the vapers on the bus and the bus itself being late as always. At Asda now so I'm fine better now.
They are both fustrating AF, glad you're better now, hopefully your journey back is better and I hope you have a good day at Asda
So for my day is going poorly, it's just me doing the exact same thing as last week. I hopw you have a better day.
I made some more friends last night but I’m afraid to show the true me to them
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Im so sorry its going poorly, hopefully after college you can unwind again
Finished at Asda and it was more of the same. I was told that there should be a meeting in March about paid employment though so this day was somewhat worth it. Asda also had some extra stock they were giving away so I helped myself to three pint glasses.
i did my presentation today on unit 1 exploring business and my tutor told me that it was good. so i submitted it to the assignment portal and i got a 17% ai similarity so that should be good enough for it to be marked into the pass territory. this is only for my first assignment though, i need to do the other assignments in the future for me to get a pass overall on that unit. im pretty proud of myself honestly.
Doesn't Seem like sleeping will be happening tonight.
That must be so frustrating @Animalloverb to feel like you can't get any sleep tonight. How are you feeling today I wonder?
@River It's good to hear that you've made some new friends, how are you feeling about that? And I'm wondering what worries you the most about showing your true self to them?
@Callum there online ones and I have a habit of getting blackmailed or manipulated by people online, ik it’s bad but for some reason I’m drawn to toxic people without realising it
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@Callum
Well, I didn't get any sleep at all. So that is now 3 nights of now sleep. To be fair the last 2 were my fault. But yeah it was rough and now I am feeling rather off.
Hey @River I'm sorry you've been through that, it must be worrying to think this could happen again, no one deserves to experience being blackmailed.
Do you see any familarties in your new friends to these 'toxic' people you knew in the past?
@Verity i don’t know i never know till ive been hurt
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@Animalloverb I compeletly understand how this can make you feel rough, I'm just wondering if it's just your sleep you are struggling with, is there anything in particular stopping you from sleeping?
@River it's okay to not know right now, how are you feeling so far about the new friends?
they seem really nice @Verity
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That's great @River you mentioned not wanting to show your true self to them, since you've shared your experience in being blackmailed, I can understand this may be why, would you say it is because you don't want show your true self in case this happens again?
yeah @Verity
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@Verity
I have always struggled with sleep, but yeah things have been making my sleep a lot worse lately.
nvm sry for even writing abt my thoughts.. lol how is everyone?
hey @eylah, how are you. We are here if you wants to write about your thoughts etc
@eylah never feel like you have to apologise for writing about your thoughts. Your a truly amazing person who's always been there for me since i've met you this last year, and i'm always gonna be here for you too my favourite twat. If you ever want to vent, and have someone to listen and support you as best they can, i'm here for you.
I'm not great at talking about my emotions but I've been writing this breakup song for band called 'you made me clothes':
(verse)
the trousers you bleached need drying
cus ive been walking in the rain
and so do my eyes
cus ive been going thru pain
at night sleeps a struggle
and i wake up feeling drained
these jeans need a wash
but i dont wanna change
(chorus)
you made me clothes
just like you made me so
and i dont ever wanna change
but i already know
ive already changed
and once the colours all faded
i will never be the same
(verse)
the gold on these earrings have faded to iron
i hope it dont start to rust
you were the only person in my life
that i could trust
i keep losing them in my sleep
like im losing my memories
in my dreams it feels like your still there with me
(chorus)
(verse)
scared to wash this hoodie too much
cus the fabric paint is peeling
its like a piece of you keeps leaving
you chose these colours
others only see the grey
pink and purple like the sky
but its a cold winters day
(chorus)