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(TW: Suicidal rant but no plans) I can’t stop fucking crying

I need fucking medication. I can’t stop having panic attacks at work. I’ve told my family I can’t stop breaking down at work (didn’t tell them I was having panic attacks because I don’t think they would believe me) and they refused because they say they want me to toughen up and have character development.
I hope all of them fucking burn in hell. My father who isnt even capable of experiencing empathy is probably gonna die early like the rest of his family bloodline. And my racist fuck ass brother can go fuck himself. And I hope my mother burns in hell
This isn’t fucking helping me. It’s not making me stronger. All it’s doing is pushing to a fucking edge.
If I kill myself, they better not be fucking surprised. Because all they have to blame is themselves. They didn’t take me seriously when I tell them I want to kill myself SEVERAL TIMES in the past. They didn’t take me seriously when staff members would call them, saying I’ve been harming myself SEVERAL TIMES in the past.
Even when my GP got me medicated, my fucking selfish my mother forced me to get off it, even when I was getting better. This will be 100% their fucking fault. I don’t care if I’m being selfish at this point. They’re being fucking selfish by letting me get mentally worse. They mean nothing to me. This is what they’ve done to me. This is 100% their fault.If I kill myself, they better not be fucking surprised. Because all they have to blame is themselves. They didn’t take me seriously when I tell them I want to kill myself SEVERAL TIMES in the past. They didn’t take me seriously when staff members would call them, saying I’ve been harming myself SEVERAL TIMES in the past.
I hope all of them fucking burn in hell. My father who isnt even capable of experiencing empathy is probably gonna die early like the rest of his family bloodline. And my racist fuck ass brother can go fuck himself. And I hope my mother burns in hell
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Being told to toughen up, not being believed about your panic attacks, and being forced off medication that is helping you - this isn't supportive or helpful at all, and I'm sorry to hear that you've had to go through all this, when you deserve to be supported and heard. We see and hear you, and we're here to support you through this.