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1 yr today without my mum 💔

eylaheylah Community Connector Posts: 9,346 Supreme Poster
edited 3:45PM in Health & Wellbeing
im sry for writing this and posting it but i rly need to let everything out. i’ve been struggling since the time i woke up bc it’s 1 yr without my mum. i know some of my friends have told me that i should ‘be over it’ or ‘gotten over it’ but i can’t get over the fact that my mum is never coming back. i have lost everyone in my life . i don’t have any family close by bc of reasons in the past to do with my dad etc i don’t have contact with him bc of stuff that happened but i just feel so alone. im rly hurting and i have tried occupying my brain today by going to the range etc going to the beach but nothing has worked. i feel numb i feel so many emotions and things all at once my brain and body hurt. i want to remember my mum without feeling sad every time. :(. it’s so heartbreaking bc i wish my bf was here to comfort me but he’s away today so i am sat in my flat alone crying. i feel pain and hurt but this is a lot deeper and stronger. :( it’s so hard and once again im sry for posting this. i just rly miss her :(. she was my best friend my everything and that her mental health and alcohol took her away from me. it’s so not fair never will be. :( i miss you mum. im going to try cooking some dinner later and try sleep :(.
ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
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  • RedemptionRedemption Community Connector Posts: 5,468 Part of The Furniture
    eylah wrote: »
    im sry for writing this and posting it but i rly need to let everything out. i’ve been struggling since the time i woke up bc it’s 1 yr without my mum. i know some of my friends have told me that i should ‘be over it’ or ‘gotten over it’ but i can’t get over the fact that my mum is never coming back. i have lost everyone in my life . i don’t have any family close by bc of reasons in the past to do with my dad etc i don’t have contact with him bc of stuff that happened but i just feel so alone. im rly hurting and i have tried occupying my brain today by going to the range etc going to the beach but nothing has worked. i feel numb i feel so many emotions and things all at once my brain and body hurt. i want to remember my mum without feeling sad every time. :(. it’s so heartbreaking bc i wish my bf was here to comfort me but he’s away today so i am sat in my flat alone crying. i feel pain and hurt but this is a lot deeper and stronger. :( it’s so hard and once again im sry for posting this. i just rly miss her :(. she was my best friend my everything and that her mental health and alcohol took her away from me. it’s so not fair never will be. :( i miss you mum. im going to try cooking some dinner later and try sleep :(.

    @eylah you definitely don't need to be sorry or over anything, please please ignore your friends who said that. Your feelings are absolutely valid, you're also absolutely welcome to share as much as you need here. Your feelings are absolutely valid like I say she'd be so so proud of you. Im so sorry you have no one round atm but we are definitely here 24/7 anytime. You're such an incredible person and never a need to be sorry for posting this , we value and care about you. Just like your mum would be, we are all so so proud of you.
  • eylaheylah Community Connector Posts: 9,346 Supreme Poster
    thankyou so much.
    ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
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