Is this okay? Text

nem

Is that okay?
I’m scared I’m being rude or awkward or anything like that
Technically Friday I could do 5.30-8PM but that’s dinner time so scary and there’s also a youth group I could go to/want to go to and also I’ll be tired
I think sat or sun would be better
Scared to be awkward???
Is it okay to say that
I’ve no fixed plans for sat/sun would have to be afternoon tho my last bus back is 4.40/8PM

nem

I’m scared to not be “chill”
I’m scared I’m not “chill” enough (((((

nem

I get overwhelmed so easy
And I don’t wanna be low energy
And I wanna look good
And be chill
Be on good form
Etc
And I don’t have weekend plans
I kinda wanna do more tbo like have activities every day but I’m scared then I can’t get a bf 😫😩😩😩😖

nem

But I kinda wanna be reeeeeeewlllllly bussyyyyy