If you need urgent support, call 999 or go to your nearest A&E. To contact our Crisis Messenger (open 24/7) text THEMIX to 85258.
(TW suicidal thoughts) I don’t wanna go into work today
bignosegirly0
Posts: 258 The Mix Regular
I’m already at work and I’m starting my shift in under ten minutes. But I don’t want to interact with anyone. I feel so ugly and I don’t want to be seen by anyone. I just want to die.
I’m trying not to cry because if I do, then my lashes which I’ve curled will fall flat, then I’ll look more ugly and masculine, then I’ll feel more like shit.
I hate being in this body. I hate being stuck with my face. Why me? I hate it so fucking much that I just want to break down and cry.
I’m trying not to cry because if I do, then my lashes which I’ve curled will fall flat, then I’ll look more ugly and masculine, then I’ll feel more like shit.
I hate being in this body. I hate being stuck with my face. Why me? I hate it so fucking much that I just want to break down and cry.
2