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Tired, something must be wrong with me
Mausolus
Posts: 20 Boards Initiate
Something must be wrong with me, it’s like I can’t do anything anymore. At school I do fuck all, I don’t listen to the teachers or do exercises. I can’t, it feels like my brain’s being pulled through a sieve. And after a long day of doing jack shit I get home absolutely destroyed anyway. It feels like it takes half my willpower just to stay upright most of the day. And then in my free time I don’t study or even learn any of the hundred things I want to learn, I just play videogames to calm myself.
Maybe it’s the school, or being around so many people all the time, the pressure. I hate that place so damn much. I want to run as far away as possible every moment I’m there, and I wake up every day with dread. When I get home I can’t remotely begin to function until I wash it all off me in the shower. My dad’s been complaining about me using a lot of water but god it’s the only moment in the day when I’m thinking, being AND don’t feel like utter shit.
Maybe it’s the school, or being around so many people all the time, the pressure. I hate that place so damn much. I want to run as far away as possible every moment I’m there, and I wake up every day with dread. When I get home I can’t remotely begin to function until I wash it all off me in the shower. My dad’s been complaining about me using a lot of water but god it’s the only moment in the day when I’m thinking, being AND don’t feel like utter shit.
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