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Darkness of C-PTSD
Rose113
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I didn’t know just how much it effected me
Until I’m over hyper-vigilant and screaming for help
When I enter a room I look for the nearest escape
Surrounded by people I wonder which one is fake
Who will hurt me
Any moment now I’m constantly waiting
A sudden change in tone
The slightest of yells
Even certain words
Causing my world to feel like it’s falling down
It destroyed me
People ruined me
Screaming and reaching out
It’s always your too complexed
We can’t help you
Now your stuck
My memories sharp as shattered glass
My world loud with unseen shards in my heart
The slightest of triggers making me tremble
4 walls surround me unable to protect
One trigger erupts
Another is just at dawn
Flee the scene
Hide and seek
I have no way out
This is just the beginning
Until I’m over hyper-vigilant and screaming for help
When I enter a room I look for the nearest escape
Surrounded by people I wonder which one is fake
Who will hurt me
Any moment now I’m constantly waiting
A sudden change in tone
The slightest of yells
Even certain words
Causing my world to feel like it’s falling down
It destroyed me
People ruined me
Screaming and reaching out
It’s always your too complexed
We can’t help you
Now your stuck
My memories sharp as shattered glass
My world loud with unseen shards in my heart
The slightest of triggers making me tremble
4 walls surround me unable to protect
One trigger erupts
Another is just at dawn
Flee the scene
Hide and seek
I have no way out
This is just the beginning
Sometimes when the people most like you don't love you, it is a hurt that can cause the greatest pain, and this pain can lead you to hate everything.
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