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Feel like crying
TheNightmare
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I feel like crying right now. I don’t want to go to my volunteering role tomorrow, and it’s really getting to me. I’ve been pushing myself to keep going, but it’s hard when I know they didn’t give me a fair chance on the tills. I wanted that experience, and being told I wasn’t suitable after only two tries has really knocked my confidence. I’m still doing other tasks, but it’s not what I hoped for, and now it just feels pointless.
What’s making it worse is how I keep facing setbacks. I didn’t enjoy college, then I failed a training course, and now this feels like another thing that didn’t work out. It’s frustrating because I’m ready for a paid job with structure and responsibility, but I’m still stuck. Tomorrow’s coming up fast, and I just don’t know how I’m going to push myself to go in. I hate that I keep posting about this, but I’m a bit upset with it all right now. I might just have a good cry in bed to let it all out. It's just been a bit shit job searching, uncertainty, negative experiences etc its not been fun I'm just hoping I'm getting there now.
What’s making it worse is how I keep facing setbacks. I didn’t enjoy college, then I failed a training course, and now this feels like another thing that didn’t work out. It’s frustrating because I’m ready for a paid job with structure and responsibility, but I’m still stuck. Tomorrow’s coming up fast, and I just don’t know how I’m going to push myself to go in. I hate that I keep posting about this, but I’m a bit upset with it all right now. I might just have a good cry in bed to let it all out. It's just been a bit shit job searching, uncertainty, negative experiences etc its not been fun I'm just hoping I'm getting there now.
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