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im so overwhelmed đź’”
eylah
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im feeling so overwhelmed for next week bc i have so many appts happening and im just feeling exhausted from everything and have no energy to even go to these appts or even having to talk to ppl.
i have a appt every day except for friday next week and im just feeling rly exhausted bc of it. im dreading tmr bc its a pip assessment im dreading tuesday bc im having to have a mri and contrast into my hips. im dreading thursday bc i have my emergency appt that was made on friday. im just feeling exhausted.
i hate talking to ppl and this is just gonna make me feel bad mentally bc its gonna make me so nervous abt it all. im a anxious person bc i been hurt so many times and i know it sounds silly me being anxious abt appts that arent even worth being anxious abt but its been building up for months now and it is playing on my mind.
im in pain to and its just never ending it rly isnt. i wish it would just end everything to end so i dont have to mix with other ppl bc im fucking done with everyone and everything at this point bc its making me so anxious. im trying to find gd things in everything thats happening this week but it just seems like nothing gd is happening bc of these appts. why wont everything just fuck off and leave me alone
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im sat here crying bc i wish i could just pause life so next week doesn’t have to happen and that i can just sleep tonight without being worried abt appts. it just is so hard but i probably sound so stupid rn for being anxious abt such stupid things lol. i apologise
i have a appt every day except for friday next week and im just feeling rly exhausted bc of it. im dreading tmr bc its a pip assessment im dreading tuesday bc im having to have a mri and contrast into my hips. im dreading thursday bc i have my emergency appt that was made on friday. im just feeling exhausted.
i hate talking to ppl and this is just gonna make me feel bad mentally bc its gonna make me so nervous abt it all. im a anxious person bc i been hurt so many times and i know it sounds silly me being anxious abt appts that arent even worth being anxious abt but its been building up for months now and it is playing on my mind.
im in pain to and its just never ending it rly isnt. i wish it would just end everything to end so i dont have to mix with other ppl bc im fucking done with everyone and everything at this point bc its making me so anxious. im trying to find gd things in everything thats happening this week but it just seems like nothing gd is happening bc of these appts. why wont everything just fuck off and leave me alone
.im sat here crying bc i wish i could just pause life so next week doesn’t have to happen and that i can just sleep tonight without being worried abt appts. it just is so hard but i probably sound so stupid rn for being anxious abt such stupid things lol. i apologise
ppl dont always need advice. sometimes all they rly need is a hand to hold. an ear to listen. and a heart to understand them. 🧸
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you don’t sound stupid at all, and you don’t need to apologise!! i can hear how overwhelmed and exhausted you are, and that’s completely understandable with everything you have going on. it’s a lot, and it makes sense that it’s all building up and weighing on you.
i really wish i could take some of the stress off your shoulders. you don’t have to force yourself to find something good in all of this right now, sometimes things are just hard, and that’s okay, but you’re not alone in it. i’m here for you, and i care about you.
i know it feels like too much right now, but you will get through this. one step at a time, one appointment at a time, and in the meantime, we’re all here for you, and you don’t have to go through it all alone.
i’m so so proud of you
made it to my appt today and gonna go primark after but im just anxious for rest of the week
It's so hard when you try and reach out for help and it feels like it's a losing battle! Uts a shame you feel like they don't care about you but you do matter @eylah .
i’m really sorry you’re feeling like this. it sounds like you’ve been reaching out for help and just getting shut down, which is incredibly frustrating and disheartening. you deserve support, and i hate that it feels like no one is listening right now.
i know you say you’re safe, and i believe you, but i also know that feeling this exhausted, mentally and emotionally, can be really tough to sit with. you don’t have to go through this alone, though. even if the “official” places aren’t giving you what you need, we do care, and we’re here for you.
it’s okay to just rest for now if that’s what you need. you deserve support, even if it doesn’t always feel like it, and i’ll be here to listen, no matter what - im proud of you eylah
had 1 hour of sleep bc ive struggled to get to sleep and stay asleep. but i reached out to samaritans last night and the lady was so lovely. her name was jenny and she was rly kind. but i spoke to out of hours and spoke to someone called shannon but they didn’t rly seem to care abt me so that hurt but im dreading today bc it’s my hip mri scan and im having needles into my hips.
hopefully the rest of the week is okay for you and we are all here for you too
i did the mri it was sore but i did it had a little cry during it bc it hurt but i managed it. proud of myself. feel like reaching out to a helpline but idk lol.
Im glad to hear you're proud of yourself @eylah youre so strong with what you've been growing through and you're a great person you have a lot to be proud of. We are always here for you ❤️